-Happily N' Ever After...+

Friday, August 14, 2009

i hv realised that many ppl hv stopped blogging alr. oh well...list got shorter.

11:02 PM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Thursday, April 09, 2009

i realised that i dun blog anymore!
ok serene, the reason u saw me today at ur bus stop is due to a stupid mistake i had made. i wasnt supposed to be dere. zzzz

this morning (bio lecture test day), i took the wrong bus. the bus number had no lights on so i cud onli see an 8. i felt strange on the bus cuz 38 usually had amber lightings in the bus and it was strange that this bus had a white one. wad was worse was that i didnt see any TJ student boarding the bus at 201 busstop. so the bus drove pass the junction it was supposed to turn into, that was when i knew i took the wrong bus. ZZZ 18! i immediately got off the bus at the nxt stop and ran back to 201 busstop. that was when i met serene going to sch. ck was on the bus when i board the nxt 38. luckily i wasnt late for sch =X haiz this was the 2nd time this yr i board the wrong bus. this is partly bcuz my eyesight has worsen.

being in a sports cca aint easy to cope. it drains ur energy esp when u hv trainings right after pe. when u get home to study at 9pm, u hv not much energy left to kip urself awake. BUT looking on the hindside, trg is fun! it's the only time when we can actually have real fun, it puts our minds away from all the sch work ^^

oh well..shopping spreee tmr. tp 1 anyone? yay im going 1st tmr :P i need a curler and some new clothes

10:51 PM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Saturday, February 07, 2009

i thought it would be alright until u behaved the way i did 3yrs ago.

i'm sorry for saying that string of words bcuz it never meant to be true. i used the word "if" bcuz it has never happened before.

im not your perfect one because im imperfect.
so forgive me if i have said the wrong things.

i hope u understand that i care a lot about you as much as u care about me.

i'm hurt as much as you are now.
please understand me.
it's all i ask for.

11:46 PM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Friday, January 23, 2009

did spring cleaning these few days and im finally out of my hus today! im literally staying at home all the time. god i miss school life.

we did our usual routine annually to shop for flowers at katong flower garden. i must say that the tiny crysanthemums are beautiful! i bought 2 pots back, a pink and a red. we found out that orchids are in popular demand this yr. dey were displayed evywhere in the garden. my dad, as usual, was very tempted by new stuff so he bought 2 pots of orchids to be displayed at home. he bought xiu4 qiu2 hua too, he was the onli one who thought dey were beautiful. i thought dey were juz okay. oh well...im not the one forking out the money. den we went to st.11 round market bcuz my aunty told my dad dere is a sale on flowers too. i was hoping to see beautiful flowers again n was pretty excited abt it but when we got dere, guess wad we saw? BONSAI(S)! ZZZ all green and no other colours displayed on sale! so dull. it totally bores me. my aunty is very gd in bargaining. to gv my aunty "face", my dad bought one discounted bonsai thanks to my aunty. i cud tell that my dad wasnt realli interested in bonsai and felt bad to turn my aunty down. that cost him 60bucks. so much for the "face" issue. so altogether we bought 6 pots. u guys can come and see dem when u come my hus during CNY =D (i hope dey dun wilt by den)

yay! im finally going out wif my dear tmr! he has been bz wif his job interviews this wk and hardly spends time wif me. i miss him =( gonna eat our favourite sushi! omg! our tastes are getting similar. the sushi we choose is always the same old types and basically we onli like 3 types. lol and we order a lot though =X we go dere so often until the chef recognises us. paiseh >.<

i love CNY! can play fire crackers in msia again! =D bomb the drains and well haha...kill the fishes =X hopefully we dun break any neighbours' windows again, that was years ago btw.

im wild. im going crazy. i need excitement in my life. i want to go japan!

3:03 AM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Monday, January 19, 2009

i went orchard with vin ytd to buy CNY clothes. i wanted to buy shoes but saw none to my liking. everyone dere was obsessed with gladiator sandals/ heels. i used to like dem b4 the popularity started n wanted to buy one for myself but after seeing evyone hving one on deir feet, i felt very turned off by it. so unoriginal.

after many tries, i got a hot baby pink skirt and a sleeveless top which totaled to be $60+. vin oso bought a funky pink shirt to match me. dere were white shirts but he said he has too many at home so he bought a pink one for a change.

after shopping, we went bugis foodcourt to eat. yes i saw winnie. she looked über cute in her uniform! sorry that we didnt patronise ur stall cuz we had already planned to eat the spaghetti dere b4hand. anyway pepper lunch always have a long queue so losing one customer doesnt make much of a difference. BUT if i ever were to buy from u, i expect to be served first! hahaha =P

realised that many ppl are going tjc. felt very sianed. i went nas to avoid dem, now comes jc and i hv to be in the same sch as u guys again. can u stop competing? i hate this. one gd thing is sheena and most of the TG members are going to be in the same sch as me =D

ohwell..better start cleaning up tmr.

idontlikethedirtygreenuniform.

1:22 AM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

THANK YOU MY FRENS FOR THE LOVELY PARTY. im really touched and surprised that u guys actually bought a cake for me. ^^ i really appreciate it and will remember it forever. i have the sweetest frens! LOVE TG! actually the cards meant a lot to me bcuz onli those can really tell me how u guys feel. =) thanks denise for the hospitality. ur hus is amazing.

i went to vin's family chalet after that. i had fun and got to know more abt his family. hmm i think i was too chatty that nite. maybe bcuz i juz came back from the party n was feeling very high. we played blackjack n i won 50cents! haha vin was the banker n he lost 80cents :P HIS MONEY IS ALL MINE! muahaha his sis won a lil n i think his mum lost a bit. vin n i were the noise maker over dere. lol we are the onli high ones. his sis's bf was very quiet n he doesnt gamble. haha hao nan ren. unlike vin. huai nan ren. =X but i like noti boys. :P we were all joking n making fun of each other. it was a bonding moment. =) his dad sent me back in the end. my mum told me to bri vin to celebrate cny wif my relatives. he shud experience the real noise. im soo looking forward to cny!

im trying to kip myself bz these days and i hv been very tired after working. ks told me to tell my mum that either he or suting will get me back home after work evy nite so she wudnt hv to worry.in the end wad happened??? he left me alone on the first day n it was responsible st who guided me in the workplace. n it was ks who recommended me this job. suay we were assigned to diff wedding rms by ellen on that 1st day so i was very confused wif the signing out n getting home part. evyth went fine UNTIL i thot ks wud send me home n he told me he wudnt OT. in the end, he didnt kip his words n had OT EVERYDAY although he always told me he wudnt. i dun trust his words now. i cudnt blame st bcuz he was forced by captain to work OT. ks brought me to ellen( Assistant Manager) n requested for free company van home. i got scolded by ellen. ZZZ n she said this was the only exception and asked maznie (captain) to bri me to security area to wait for the van. maznie scolded me all the way until we got to the security n say wad im wasting her time blablabla. it was onli 1st day n i gave dem a bad impression. i thought i was going to hv a hard life from den on cuz dey rmbed my face. i had to wait 45min for that stupid van in a dark alley wif a few strange men. i thot dey worked dere too. i got to know one of the captains in the van n she explained to me that dere was actually a bus back to tamp b4 12am. ZZZ STUPID KS NEVER TELL ME. she oso told me that the van isnt meant for part time staff but it was for regulars. no wonder ellen was angry. haiz and this was all whose fault?? even st want to slap him in the face. !@#$%^&*() of all people, he went to look for ellen for the free van ride. i alighted at the road n i walked into my block. vin was dere to fetch me back. i cudnt walk properly bcuz i had been standing the whole nite in my new shoes (very uncomfortable) n aching all over. i limped my way back home.

2nd day~
ellen assigned me to work under maznie n jess on the 1st floor. WTF. it was obvious that she was on purpose n was out to get me. jess started firing qns n asked abt the couple's names for the day etc. maznie kept staring at me like she wanted to eat me up. instinct told me that she wanted to ask me qns so i cudnt ans her to make things diff n ugly for me. n yes she did right after jess was called away to settle some matter. jess told maz to carry on n i thot to myself that im going to die man. how did i land myself in such situation? haiz...she scolded me when i cudnt ans her qns. FK YOU la. 2nd day onli. even those staff who worked longer dan me dun even know how to ans, how do u expect me to know evyth abt brandy n whisky? she said she expected new workers to bri a pen n paper to copy down notes abt wad she had said. pls...i dun see anyone doing that except a few toot ones. n im NOT THE NERD. i got brains n can rmb things wifout copying down ok? 1st day was damn terrible. she made me run up to the office on the 3rd floor to get 2 forms (we were at the 1st floor mind u, and we are onli allowed to use the stairs). when i got back, she asked how many den i said 2 la. she said, "ok go up n get 2 more." i was dumbfounded. WTF. why didnt u say earlier?? i had to run up again. haiz den in the kitchen, she told me to go all the way to the bartender to get boxes n plasticbags. i had to walk thru the long corridor to get dere. uncle said kitchen hv. walao...i went back to the kitchen n told her that kitchen hv. den she said tell him finish alr. wa zzzz....i went back. my feet were aching badly, stupid shoes. uncle managed to find some n gave me. when i got back she told me to pack those food into the boxes. n u know wad i saw??? dere were some boxes n plastic bags placed on the table alr!!! she alr told some girl to get dem! WL...why asked me when u asked other ppl to get dem?? i really wanna cry but dere were no tears cuz i was damn tired n sick of her. i took bus back home alone that nite bcuz ks n st got OT. ZZZ vin was dere to fetch me back from the bus stop. i collapsed.

3rd day~
i was assigned to maz by ellen again. IM SO SICK OF IT. haiz...i got to know a girl called huiting(ht) n this was her 1st day working. we were working on the 3rd floor this time. maz told us to bri 5 sidestands from the 1st floor. (i skipped the part where she told us to go every floor n many other rms to get sidestands but all captains didnt allow so we had to report back to maz. we climbed a lot of stairs. obviously these captains had communication prob. maz said we cud get the sidestands from the rms but the captains working dere didnt allow n we are the ones suffering bcuz of this!) VERY HEAVY LEH! i saw ht's high heels den i asked her why she wore heels. she said she didnt hv any other shoes. im soo gonna pity her. it wud kill her tat nite bcuz u hv to stand in it for 7hrs. by the time we got back, we were alr perspiring all over yet wedding hadnt started yet. i wanted to serve dinner but dey didnt allow bcuz i was new. i cud onli serve beverage n do all these sai kang. luckily maz focused her attention on ht, the new worker, i pity her. evytime i looked over, i saw maz scolding her for evyth she did. so i got away from her clutches for once. =X later that nite, maz came over n told me, "eh..ur fren very blur leh. the way she hold the tay wif the glasses made me very scared. looks like it's going to fall n spill anytime." all i did was smiled at her n said, "1st day ma, it's liddat one" maz didnt say anyth. ha i made her speechless. evyth went fine for me after that n i was quite happy. when signing out, maz said, "bye tampines!" ok she rmb i live in tamp due to the free van ride incident. when it was ht's turn, maz gave ht the evil look b4 signing. i asked ht out loud where she lives den she said tamp! my god wad coincidence. den maz said "ah! gogo!! go home tgt!" ZZZ i was juz too kind to let ht walked the steps i hv been thru. she didnt know how to get home from the hotel. amazingly, st n ks had no OT that nite. great! den ht said she cudnt open her locker n had to wait for the security man to open it. it was nearly 12am! my last bus was gonna go. ks said he wud take cab n st said he doesnt want to. ks assumed that i was going to take cab wif him! i said no im going to take the bus. great so st, his sis n i rushed for the last bus n left ks n his fren to wait for ht to open her locker n send her home. my baby was dere to fetch me back again! ^^ i love him! he is so sweet. he had to work the nxt day but he stayed up till 1plus to wait for me to get back. i know this is hard for u. im sorry. this job isnt going to last long so i wont cause u to miss ur slp again. =( where else can i find such a sweet bf?

4th day~
i was lucky. my god. evyone was celebrating abt ellen's leave for one wk! maz didnt work today! YAY! i was under other captains n dey were very nice to me. =) ks n st worked in the same rm as me! finally. ht didnt work that day. captain david let me serve today with lan n htoo. htoo is from myanmar n he has been working dere for 2yrs so he was a pro. he cud carry many plates, cups, spoons, bowls, teapots, etc all on one big tray. he taught me many things. it was a fruitful day. this was the best day ever of all my working days so far. see! serving food to ppl was a much easier job. but st didnt think so. hmm i wonder why...maybe cuz i got a pro to carry all the heavy stuff? htoo can carry 3 plates of fish (the big ones dey serve in wedding) on one big tray with one hand n another plate of fish wif the other hand. i was amazed. st cudnt even do that. i wish i cud work wif a pro all the time so i cud hv an easy life n learn many things. =) i initiated to do the work n tried the things lan n htoo taught me. im better wif the tray of glasses now. i cud carry more dan 10 wif a steady balance. got muscle aches evyday. that day i was given a chance to serve the 1st course where u carry that big plate of food wif a candle on it n walked down the red carpet in front of evy guests. it's like a presentation on evy wedding dinner. we had to use one hand to carry it. my wrist almost broke but i had to press on bcuz if my plate fell off, im going to get it. god blessed me. i got thru successfully. ^^

ytd after the party, my mum told me that daddy's arowana fish died. i was shocked. it was swimming happily in the tank, how did it die all of a sudden? i didnt even realise it was gone when i went out of the hus. too bz i guess =X i supposed it was my dad who changed the tank water on sunday n added some new substance in it. the fish cudnt adapt to the new water n died eventually despite my dad's rescue work. it has been wif us for 4 yrs n it's gone juz liddat? it cud hv lived longer for several more yrs. it's very valuable n worth a few thousand bucks. my dad is heart broken =( he bought lil fish for arowana on sunday but now it's gone n the lil fishes were lucky to hv the whole tank for demselves. i better pay more attention to my yingying. gotta go wash the cage. oh btw im too lazy to blog abt korea. i got many pics though. 200++ all washed out. so if anyone wanna see, tell me. posted some in friendster.

i hv a sweet bf and thoughtful frens. wad more can i ask for? ^^

11:16 AM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

wanted to go purple but decided against it cuz it meant i hv to spend more money. zzz shared one bottle wif mummy and realised it's not enuff for my long hair. i juz wish it cud be longer =( it's too late now since the prom is juz 2days away. my aunty told me "ni shao le yi qian de chun zhen" isnt it gd? that's wad i wanted.

my daddy n bro damn cao xing, said not nice. mummy and dear are the best!

i suddenly hv this liking for pink and red although black, silver and gold still attract me. damn i feel like a qian jing now. i cant wait to go on the holiday so i wun feel so aimless and unmotivated. my neighbour went korea. she said it's very cold now. im gonna see snow for the 1st time in my life! sooo looking forward to it!

my dear chose my dress for prom. i wanted to buy the dress i tried in the 1st shop but thinking abt the brooch makes me sian 1/2. it's so incompatible. dear says i hv imperial standard and his is a commoner's. lol i just tend to be more picky that's all.

i wanna read more books! i can read 1 xiao shuo in 2 days. hmm stupid story. the girl fell in love wif a 50 yrs old man in the end. hate it la! why cant she juz go back to the young n handsome but despicable guy of her age. at least he is more handsome n exciting. left wif one book to read. i cant bear to read it cuz i wanna read it during my trip to korea. arghh hope this bk wun be so sucky.

i wanna go swimming! yes so random. cuz i saw kids in the big transparent balls floating and playing in the pool outside tm today. gawd i wish i cud join dem. i wanna play in the fun fair! =(

so no childhood anymore.

2:54 AM; untitledBEAUTY | EvErLasTinG TaLe~Y