-YoU NeVeR KnOw WhAt I ThOuGhT

2009-08-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

i hv realised that many ppl hv stopped blogging alr. oh well...list got shorter.

2009-04-09T22:51:00.009+08:00

i realised that i dun blog anymore!
ok serene, the reason u saw me today at ur bus stop is due to a stupid mistake i had made. i wasnt supposed to be dere. zzzz

this morning (bio lecture test day), i took the wrong bus. the bus number had no lights on so i cud onli see an 8. i felt strange on the bus cuz 38 usually had amber lightings in the bus and it was strange that this bus had a white one. wad was worse was that i didnt see any TJ student boarding the bus at 201 busstop. so the bus drove pass the junction it was supposed to turn into, that was when i knew i took the wrong bus. ZZZ 18! i immediately got off the bus at the nxt stop and ran back to 201 busstop. that was when i met serene going to sch. ck was on the bus when i board the nxt 38. luckily i wasnt late for sch =X haiz this was the 2nd time this yr i board the wrong bus. this is partly bcuz my eyesight has worsen.

being in a sports cca aint easy to cope. it drains ur energy esp when u hv trainings right after pe. when u get home to study at 9pm, u hv not much energy left to kip urself awake. BUT looking on the hindside, trg is fun! it's the only time when we can actually have real fun, it puts our minds away from all the sch work ^^

oh well..shopping spreee tmr. tp 1 anyone? yay im going 1st tmr :P i need a curler and some new clothes

2009-02-07T23:46:00.004+08:00

i thought it would be alright until u behaved the way i did 3yrs ago.

i'm sorry for saying that string of words bcuz it never meant to be true. i used the word "if" bcuz it has never happened before.

im not your perfect one because im imperfect.
so forgive me if i have said the wrong things.

i hope u understand that i care a lot about you as much as u care about me.

i'm hurt as much as you are now.
please understand me.
it's all i ask for.

2009-01-23T03:03:00.002+08:00

did spring cleaning these few days and im finally out of my hus today! im literally staying at home all the time. god i miss school life.

we did our usual routine annually to shop for flowers at katong flower garden. i must say that the tiny crysanthemums are beautiful! i bought 2 pots back, a pink and a red. we found out that orchids are in popular demand this yr. dey were displayed evywhere in the garden. my dad, as usual, was very tempted by new stuff so he bought 2 pots of orchids to be displayed at home. he bought xiu4 qiu2 hua too, he was the onli one who thought dey were beautiful. i thought dey were juz okay. oh well...im not the one forking out the money. den we went to st.11 round market bcuz my aunty told my dad dere is a sale on flowers too. i was hoping to see beautiful flowers again n was pretty excited abt it but when we got dere, guess wad we saw? BONSAI(S)! ZZZ all green and no other colours displayed on sale! so dull. it totally bores me. my aunty is very gd in bargaining. to gv my aunty "face", my dad bought one discounted bonsai thanks to my aunty. i cud tell that my dad wasnt realli interested in bonsai and felt bad to turn my aunty down. that cost him 60bucks. so much for the "face" issue. so altogether we bought 6 pots. u guys can come and see dem when u come my hus during CNY =D (i hope dey dun wilt by den)

yay! im finally going out wif my dear tmr! he has been bz wif his job interviews this wk and hardly spends time wif me. i miss him =( gonna eat our favourite sushi! omg! our tastes are getting similar. the sushi we choose is always the same old types and basically we onli like 3 types. lol and we order a lot though =X we go dere so often until the chef recognises us. paiseh >.<

i love CNY! can play fire crackers in msia again! =D bomb the drains and well haha...kill the fishes =X hopefully we dun break any neighbours' windows again, that was years ago btw.

im wild. im going crazy. i need excitement in my life. i want to go japan!

2009-01-19T01:22:00.004+08:00

i went orchard with vin ytd to buy CNY clothes. i wanted to buy shoes but saw none to my liking. everyone dere was obsessed with gladiator sandals/ heels. i used to like dem b4 the popularity started n wanted to buy one for myself but after seeing evyone hving one on deir feet, i felt very turned off by it. so unoriginal.

after many tries, i got a hot baby pink skirt and a sleeveless top which totaled to be $60+. vin oso bought a funky pink shirt to match me. dere were white shirts but he said he has too many at home so he bought a pink one for a change.

after shopping, we went bugis foodcourt to eat. yes i saw winnie. she looked über cute in her uniform! sorry that we didnt patronise ur stall cuz we had already planned to eat the spaghetti dere b4hand. anyway pepper lunch always have a long queue so losing one customer doesnt make much of a difference. BUT if i ever were to buy from u, i expect to be served first! hahaha =P

realised that many ppl are going tjc. felt very sianed. i went nas to avoid dem, now comes jc and i hv to be in the same sch as u guys again. can u stop competing? i hate this. one gd thing is sheena and most of the TG members are going to be in the same sch as me =D

ohwell..better start cleaning up tmr.

idontlikethedirtygreenuniform.

2009-01-06T11:16:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU MY FRENS FOR THE LOVELY PARTY. im really touched and surprised that u guys actually bought a cake for me. ^^ i really appreciate it and will remember it forever. i have the sweetest frens! LOVE TG! actually the cards meant a lot to me bcuz onli those can really tell me how u guys feel. =) thanks denise for the hospitality. ur hus is amazing.

i went to vin's family chalet after that. i had fun and got to know more abt his family. hmm i think i was too chatty that nite. maybe bcuz i juz came back from the party n was feeling very high. we played blackjack n i won 50cents! haha vin was the banker n he lost 80cents :P HIS MONEY IS ALL MINE! muahaha his sis won a lil n i think his mum lost a bit. vin n i were the noise maker over dere. lol we are the onli high ones. his sis's bf was very quiet n he doesnt gamble. haha hao nan ren. unlike vin. huai nan ren. =X but i like noti boys. :P we were all joking n making fun of each other. it was a bonding moment. =) his dad sent me back in the end. my mum told me to bri vin to celebrate cny wif my relatives. he shud experience the real noise. im soo looking forward to cny!

im trying to kip myself bz these days and i hv been very tired after working. ks told me to tell my mum that either he or suting will get me back home after work evy nite so she wudnt hv to worry.in the end wad happened??? he left me alone on the first day n it was responsible st who guided me in the workplace. n it was ks who recommended me this job. suay we were assigned to diff wedding rms by ellen on that 1st day so i was very confused wif the signing out n getting home part. evyth went fine UNTIL i thot ks wud send me home n he told me he wudnt OT. in the end, he didnt kip his words n had OT EVERYDAY although he always told me he wudnt. i dun trust his words now. i cudnt blame st bcuz he was forced by captain to work OT. ks brought me to ellen( Assistant Manager) n requested for free company van home. i got scolded by ellen. ZZZ n she said this was the only exception and asked maznie (captain) to bri me to security area to wait for the van. maznie scolded me all the way until we got to the security n say wad im wasting her time blablabla. it was onli 1st day n i gave dem a bad impression. i thought i was going to hv a hard life from den on cuz dey rmbed my face. i had to wait 45min for that stupid van in a dark alley wif a few strange men. i thot dey worked dere too. i got to know one of the captains in the van n she explained to me that dere was actually a bus back to tamp b4 12am. ZZZ STUPID KS NEVER TELL ME. she oso told me that the van isnt meant for part time staff but it was for regulars. no wonder ellen was angry. haiz and this was all whose fault?? even st want to slap him in the face. !@#$%^&*() of all people, he went to look for ellen for the free van ride. i alighted at the road n i walked into my block. vin was dere to fetch me back. i cudnt walk properly bcuz i had been standing the whole nite in my new shoes (very uncomfortable) n aching all over. i limped my way back home.

2nd day~
ellen assigned me to work under maznie n jess on the 1st floor. WTF. it was obvious that she was on purpose n was out to get me. jess started firing qns n asked abt the couple's names for the day etc. maznie kept staring at me like she wanted to eat me up. instinct told me that she wanted to ask me qns so i cudnt ans her to make things diff n ugly for me. n yes she did right after jess was called away to settle some matter. jess told maz to carry on n i thot to myself that im going to die man. how did i land myself in such situation? haiz...she scolded me when i cudnt ans her qns. FK YOU la. 2nd day onli. even those staff who worked longer dan me dun even know how to ans, how do u expect me to know evyth abt brandy n whisky? she said she expected new workers to bri a pen n paper to copy down notes abt wad she had said. pls...i dun see anyone doing that except a few toot ones. n im NOT THE NERD. i got brains n can rmb things wifout copying down ok? 1st day was damn terrible. she made me run up to the office on the 3rd floor to get 2 forms (we were at the 1st floor mind u, and we are onli allowed to use the stairs). when i got back, she asked how many den i said 2 la. she said, "ok go up n get 2 more." i was dumbfounded. WTF. why didnt u say earlier?? i had to run up again. haiz den in the kitchen, she told me to go all the way to the bartender to get boxes n plasticbags. i had to walk thru the long corridor to get dere. uncle said kitchen hv. walao...i went back to the kitchen n told her that kitchen hv. den she said tell him finish alr. wa zzzz....i went back. my feet were aching badly, stupid shoes. uncle managed to find some n gave me. when i got back she told me to pack those food into the boxes. n u know wad i saw??? dere were some boxes n plastic bags placed on the table alr!!! she alr told some girl to get dem! WL...why asked me when u asked other ppl to get dem?? i really wanna cry but dere were no tears cuz i was damn tired n sick of her. i took bus back home alone that nite bcuz ks n st got OT. ZZZ vin was dere to fetch me back from the bus stop. i collapsed.

3rd day~
i was assigned to maz by ellen again. IM SO SICK OF IT. haiz...i got to know a girl called huiting(ht) n this was her 1st day working. we were working on the 3rd floor this time. maz told us to bri 5 sidestands from the 1st floor. (i skipped the part where she told us to go every floor n many other rms to get sidestands but all captains didnt allow so we had to report back to maz. we climbed a lot of stairs. obviously these captains had communication prob. maz said we cud get the sidestands from the rms but the captains working dere didnt allow n we are the ones suffering bcuz of this!) VERY HEAVY LEH! i saw ht's high heels den i asked her why she wore heels. she said she didnt hv any other shoes. im soo gonna pity her. it wud kill her tat nite bcuz u hv to stand in it for 7hrs. by the time we got back, we were alr perspiring all over yet wedding hadnt started yet. i wanted to serve dinner but dey didnt allow bcuz i was new. i cud onli serve beverage n do all these sai kang. luckily maz focused her attention on ht, the new worker, i pity her. evytime i looked over, i saw maz scolding her for evyth she did. so i got away from her clutches for once. =X later that nite, maz came over n told me, "eh..ur fren very blur leh. the way she hold the tay wif the glasses made me very scared. looks like it's going to fall n spill anytime." all i did was smiled at her n said, "1st day ma, it's liddat one" maz didnt say anyth. ha i made her speechless. evyth went fine for me after that n i was quite happy. when signing out, maz said, "bye tampines!" ok she rmb i live in tamp due to the free van ride incident. when it was ht's turn, maz gave ht the evil look b4 signing. i asked ht out loud where she lives den she said tamp! my god wad coincidence. den maz said "ah! gogo!! go home tgt!" ZZZ i was juz too kind to let ht walked the steps i hv been thru. she didnt know how to get home from the hotel. amazingly, st n ks had no OT that nite. great! den ht said she cudnt open her locker n had to wait for the security man to open it. it was nearly 12am! my last bus was gonna go. ks said he wud take cab n st said he doesnt want to. ks assumed that i was going to take cab wif him! i said no im going to take the bus. great so st, his sis n i rushed for the last bus n left ks n his fren to wait for ht to open her locker n send her home. my baby was dere to fetch me back again! ^^ i love him! he is so sweet. he had to work the nxt day but he stayed up till 1plus to wait for me to get back. i know this is hard for u. im sorry. this job isnt going to last long so i wont cause u to miss ur slp again. =( where else can i find such a sweet bf?

4th day~
i was lucky. my god. evyone was celebrating abt ellen's leave for one wk! maz didnt work today! YAY! i was under other captains n dey were very nice to me. =) ks n st worked in the same rm as me! finally. ht didnt work that day. captain david let me serve today with lan n htoo. htoo is from myanmar n he has been working dere for 2yrs so he was a pro. he cud carry many plates, cups, spoons, bowls, teapots, etc all on one big tray. he taught me many things. it was a fruitful day. this was the best day ever of all my working days so far. see! serving food to ppl was a much easier job. but st didnt think so. hmm i wonder why...maybe cuz i got a pro to carry all the heavy stuff? htoo can carry 3 plates of fish (the big ones dey serve in wedding) on one big tray with one hand n another plate of fish wif the other hand. i was amazed. st cudnt even do that. i wish i cud work wif a pro all the time so i cud hv an easy life n learn many things. =) i initiated to do the work n tried the things lan n htoo taught me. im better wif the tray of glasses now. i cud carry more dan 10 wif a steady balance. got muscle aches evyday. that day i was given a chance to serve the 1st course where u carry that big plate of food wif a candle on it n walked down the red carpet in front of evy guests. it's like a presentation on evy wedding dinner. we had to use one hand to carry it. my wrist almost broke but i had to press on bcuz if my plate fell off, im going to get it. god blessed me. i got thru successfully. ^^

ytd after the party, my mum told me that daddy's arowana fish died. i was shocked. it was swimming happily in the tank, how did it die all of a sudden? i didnt even realise it was gone when i went out of the hus. too bz i guess =X i supposed it was my dad who changed the tank water on sunday n added some new substance in it. the fish cudnt adapt to the new water n died eventually despite my dad's rescue work. it has been wif us for 4 yrs n it's gone juz liddat? it cud hv lived longer for several more yrs. it's very valuable n worth a few thousand bucks. my dad is heart broken =( he bought lil fish for arowana on sunday but now it's gone n the lil fishes were lucky to hv the whole tank for demselves. i better pay more attention to my yingying. gotta go wash the cage. oh btw im too lazy to blog abt korea. i got many pics though. 200++ all washed out. so if anyone wanna see, tell me. posted some in friendster.

i hv a sweet bf and thoughtful frens. wad more can i ask for? ^^

2008-11-26T02:54:00.002+08:00

wanted to go purple but decided against it cuz it meant i hv to spend more money. zzz shared one bottle wif mummy and realised it's not enuff for my long hair. i juz wish it cud be longer =( it's too late now since the prom is juz 2days away. my aunty told me "ni shao le yi qian de chun zhen" isnt it gd? that's wad i wanted.

my daddy n bro damn cao xing, said not nice. mummy and dear are the best!

i suddenly hv this liking for pink and red although black, silver and gold still attract me. damn i feel like a qian jing now. i cant wait to go on the holiday so i wun feel so aimless and unmotivated. my neighbour went korea. she said it's very cold now. im gonna see snow for the 1st time in my life! sooo looking forward to it!

my dear chose my dress for prom. i wanted to buy the dress i tried in the 1st shop but thinking abt the brooch makes me sian 1/2. it's so incompatible. dear says i hv imperial standard and his is a commoner's. lol i just tend to be more picky that's all.

i wanna read more books! i can read 1 xiao shuo in 2 days. hmm stupid story. the girl fell in love wif a 50 yrs old man in the end. hate it la! why cant she juz go back to the young n handsome but despicable guy of her age. at least he is more handsome n exciting. left wif one book to read. i cant bear to read it cuz i wanna read it during my trip to korea. arghh hope this bk wun be so sucky.

i wanna go swimming! yes so random. cuz i saw kids in the big transparent balls floating and playing in the pool outside tm today. gawd i wish i cud join dem. i wanna play in the fun fair! =(

so no childhood anymore.

2008-11-14T20:41:00.012+08:00

yay! finally finished wif exams! so relieved now. but....i caught the flu bug =( beecheng caught it too. made me feel very tired.

i wanna buy many many things! do a makeover...start a new life...(at the same time not forgetting my old frens) after seeing rs and serene pierced their ears, i feel like piercing another one too. maybe after prom? so bz bz but it seems like i hv onli 1wk to do evyth. i wanna go shopping evyday, i hope, although i dun buy much. bought a bag ytd at suntec. it looks nice and pretty but the onli bad thing abt the bag is it onli has 1 strap so it is very inconvenient whenever i wanna take things out from the bag.

yeap im going korea! double yay! finally get to go overseas again, we wanted to go hokkaido but it was fully booked =( so we booked korea trip but i had to miss 2r6 chalet! sianzz i wud rather gv up prom for the chalet. that means dere will be no wildwildwet, no bbq, no fun with my frens, no playing cards...=(( i miss the old times. i hope we get another 2r6 chalet to make up for the one i miss! (RUISHAN READ THIS!!!!!)

made a cushion for my dear. i must admit that im quite innovative. lol i snipped off my other cushion n took out the cotton. den i used a silky cloth and sewed it all up by myself. it was a pretty job done ^^

i wanna thank my dear for going through this stressful period of exams wif me. thank you for ur encouragement and patience towards me. i know i hv been difficult for u. sorry i will make it up to u. love ya lots ^^

yang yang died 1 mth after i bought him. he got bitten to death by yingying. maybe bcuz she cudnt stand his violent bitings and fought back in the end. poor yang. i felt sad at first but i got over it partly bcuz i was angry wif him for biting me during the last of his days. he was getting aggressive den, dunno wad got into him -.- i was quite surprised that ying had bitten him cuz she has always been the timid one and she doesnt bite. so one day i came back from sch and i saw ying climbed up the cage to greet me. i found it strange becuz usually yang will climb up nxt to her. it was den i spotted yang's dead body lying in the cage. his face was bloody and one of his eyeballs was gone! dere were flies ard him ew...this wasnt the most disgusting sight bcuz the next one was worse! ying climbed down and started to lick his bloody face! Zzz almost immediately i lured ying out of the cage n placed her somewhere to get her away from the dead body, i was afraid that she might catch some disease.

so now she is fat and happy alone. i did ask her if she wanted a new bf but she didnt bother to gv me a reply so i took it as a no. dun hv to waste my money and time searching for another one. anyway, i think she will kill it if i were to buy another one.

i bathed her in the sink!

=( evyone is talking abt finding jobs but i dun feel like finding one, not until i come back from my hol. got lots of things to pack and clear. very busy yet lazy.

hype up! going out tmr wif dear. like finally after so long~i missed our dates and movies.

going winter shopping (ahem not window shopping) on sunday! ^^ haha! i hv been waiting for this chance to go out wif my family so i dun hv to spend my own money >.<

i love my life! okay la my bro wants me to say this. i love kenny ng too! =P

2008-09-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

decided not to go ecp ytd cuz i was extremely tired. i wondered why. did i not hv enuff slp from the exams? maybe i thought. so i didnt go cuz i was afraid i wud fall sick again.

i went to see doc and had the most painful moment of my life. it was comparable to labour. he told me to come back again 1mth later. that means i hv to go thru the same painful experience again! ='(

it was until at nite den i found out why i was so tired for the whole day. my mthly fren came. Zzz spoil my swimming plan for today.

went orchard wif dear. Wall-E is a gd movie! it's very touching and it made me dropped 2 tears in the dark. it was abt 2 innocent robots falling in love. it's funny and not as boring as i thought it wud be ^^ we went bugis in the evening and dine in the hongkong restaurant. the food was great! i thought my family wud like the food dere as well, maybe one day i shud bri dem dere. dey serve nissin noodles! i wonder anyone eat nissin mee dere. it's quite ex though $5++, but it's one of the cheapest dish dere. we had la mian n it was delicious! hmm...im feeling very happy today bcuz i haven been out for a mth n i miss my dear badly while he had atec for the wk. we going bowling tmr! yay yay! sadly my bro cudnt make it, he said he had to study. yeah STUDY. this is the first time i heard him say he nids to study. bah!

2008-07-01T19:28:00.009+08:00

YAY! i got my new hamster on friday. the first time i saw him, he is...anyth but cute. he has very weird features. like he is too white for me >.< (maybe im too used to black ones) and he has this black eye patch. angela jie (i guess this is wad i shud call her? sounds awkward) said that he was sensitive to the bedding used by the previous owner, thus the black swollen eyes. nevertheless, the more i look at him, the cuter he is. i love him! he is super adorable. he bites though, perhaps he isnt used to human touch yet, cuz he is onli 4wks old. he is super active at nite and runs the wheel. initially i thought he darent climb to the 2nd storey of the cage, but i saw him up on top today! i never had the chance to see him at the top but my bro said he did on the first day.

Yangyang wif the black eye. angela named him captain hook. zzz

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I took these ytd when he was in a state of shock. oh yes, i scared him. =X he wasnt moving so i grabbed this chance and snapped photos of him like crazy. his eyes are healing now and the black eyes are gone.

im getting him a new gf soon. i hope he finds a sweet companion. most probably a pudding. yangyang is cross-bred, a pearl pudding.

oh by the way serene, hamsters dun menstruate!!! angela jie is a hamter expert and she said her hamster bleeds too and that's due to urinal infection. i think u shud warn ur fren abt it. no wonder i was so confused when u said hamsters menstruate cuz i NEVER seen mine like this b4 =X

hamsters are the cutest creatures! i hope to update soon wif more pics

2008-06-08T01:23:00.004+08:00

guess how lucky im today? i won a jackpot for two cute tofus!!

it was the machine where we pick up goodies n try to push it down so that it hit the small "button". it wasnt easy. vin and i hang ard the machine for 1hr, hoping ppl wud leave halfway thru the game. i didnt wan to start from the first bar cuz it wud take like $40 or maybe more than that to win the prize. i thought it was quite a waste of money and i wud rather spend it on a feast. anyway wad's unusual was they put 2 tofus in that prize container! omgomg i hv a soft spot for tofu eversince i got the hp tofu accessory. so i was very reluctant to leave that machine until vin persuaded me to gv it a try. we onli spent like $5 plus and we hit the jackpot! gawd damn lucky la. dere was this malay uncle who was hanging ard the machine too. he seemed v interested and confident that he cud get the prize. (i realised that uncles like to observe ppl while dey are playing this machine) oh well i saw him going to the counter several times to exchange for tokens. he was quite a pro himself, got 2 jackpot but i think he spent a lot =X he was dere to celebrate our jackpot too. he was always dere watching us. haha i think he felt happy for me too. even the assistant lady and the manager whom i kept pestering, knew that i wanted the tofu badly >.< many kids saw and dey were gobsmacked that i got the jackpot so easily. this must be my lucky day ^^ (and right now im hugging the tofu)

after wich we left for Tao's restaurant. it was ex of cuz. we wudnt be able to afford it if he hadnt gotten his marksman. yay! gd job dear! nxt i wanna target for indulgz. ;) tao's restaurant is the friendliest restaurant i had been to. dey actually chat wif u and be extremely nice. sadly the friendly da ge (vin insisted that he's not THAT old to be called uncle yet) no longer works dere =( dere were starters, salad, soup, main entree, dessert, a grilled jap mushroom and not forgetting sorbet and iced tea. ^^ it was wonderful hving that dinner. yumyum! surprise surprise! i got the chance to try creme brulee. this was introduced by Curtis Stone awhile ago on tv and i thought it was cool to burn the sugar in the glass except that it's prone to breaking and u hv to start all over again. nv wud i know that i wud get the chance to eat it dere! ^^ vin had choco fundue and we started mixing fruits and my creme brulee together. it was delicious! sweet things are always nice. =)

den we went lan. okay i hv nv played dere b4 cuz i think it's a waste of money. why play dere and let dem charge u when u can play at home for unlimited hours? i played for half an hr n i got the thrill of it. i can now understand the fun when ure playing wif ur frens in a dark room. nevertheless, it doesnt mean that im going play dere often.

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im going to get hamsters! and vin's sis is going to help me get them. the female parent died in apr. her hubby died in mar and yoyo, wich is the son dey gave birth to, died in may. it's very saddening to find dem lying dead in the cage, esp when dey had been a part of my life for 3 and a half yrs. for ur info, that's a very long lifespan alr, considering that their avg lifespan is 2yrs. im hoping to get a pudding and i hope it will be juz as cute. heard that dey are big-eaters. im going to control deir diet. >.<

i love everything that i have.

2008-03-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

my home is revamped!

1stly my house had a repaint and it's as good as new. my 14yrs old fridge and washing machine broke down and we had to buy a new one. needless to say, my com. it has been on repair for 3mths now. it's still repairing. zzz yet my cuzzie told me the earliest he could get it fixed is in 1 wk time. latest one mth. NOW WHICH MTH ALREADY?! wts.

recalling cny.
had great fun wif firecrackers (too mild a term). gawd im into explosives. i luurve exploding them in the drain. haha killed all the fishes =X the explosion was deafening of course. that was the thrill of it. not forgetting to light and throw the pao4 ending wif a great explosion. most of my cuzzies who are in pri sch darent play those so onli ken, my gor who is 1yr older and i played these thrilling ones.

we played blackjack as well. suayness. kip losing but i recoup my losses in the end. won abt 10? i almost lost $60.

ok back to present
life without com is great until trs gave hw online. it's frustrating when i dun hv resources in hand. im not attending fri lesson due to some reason. hmm im leaving my tagboard dead for now

2007-12-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

updates:

my bro broke the water pipe on christmas eve so i cudnt go out on xmas day cuz i cudnt bathe. my ah yi's family came my hus and we had chicken rice at a restaurant.

todae:
vomitted and had diarrhoea 3 times so i went to the doc wif mummy. the doc took my temp and said i dun hv any fever. i practically slept for the whole day. woke up in the evening and realised im hving fever. zzz feeling v lousy now. i onli ate one meal that is dinner today. i vommited out last nite's dinner as well as the 2 biscuits i ate in the morning. sigh...why do i always end up being sick? this isnt the first time so i guess i hv to watch wad i eat.

2007-12-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

i cant walk! haiz i hurt my calf muscles real bad and now im limping away. i guess this is one consequence when u dun do warm up b4 exercising. it sucks not being able to walk properly. i think i overstrained myself by going to bugis on wed. now i feel like a handicapped. cherish ur legs guys.

2007-12-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

LUAN LE!!! my com khena virus! zzz =( hv to wait for my cuzzie to come back from KL to fix for me. sigh. i didnt do anyth wrong to the com, wad did i do to deserve this? so unlucky

2007-11-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

im feeling depressed these few days. =(

i saw my frens ate curry chicken for the past few days during recess n i thought it was appetizing so i decided to try it ytd. wl...the aunty gave me alot sia n charged me $2. cheat my money! zzz in the end i cudnt finish my beehoon n chicken.

evening i started to feel churnings in my tummy, it's the first sign of the diarrhoea. sian...so eversince last evening, each time i go to the toilet i hv diarrhoea. 20+ times already.

i didnt wan to go for the date todae wif chexuan, suting, wanying n winnie but i had to for my seniors. shyt man, why do dey hv the chalet on thurs?? i hv sch leh. so im forced to get the farewell presents ready by thurs. anyway, i had fun during the date. =) however, i feel v tired n weak after much water loss from going to the toilet. i didnt eat anyth since the morning for the whole day except for one hotdog bread. i had no appetite n felt nauseous.

todae is my bro's bdae. he chose sakae for dinner -.- diarrhoea still eat sushi. haiz i still went to avoid my parents showing me their black faces. den i went to the clinic at 9plus. the doc gave me many tablets. ZZZ i hate taking tablets! it's the hardest thing to swallow.

wad's worse is that i hv to go msia tmr for my cuzzie's wedding! wad if i wan to go to the loo halfway during the journey to msia? damn sian. i feel v terrible now. i cant complete hw n i cant rest. i juz wan a day at home. izzit that difficult?

2007-11-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i LOVE the song on my blog. gawd when i heard the music at the first part, i told my bro i will love this song. n im right! i love the lyrics and the beat of the song. basically i love emo songs. haha though this song doesnt seem to fit anywhere in my life now. hmm watever. i still love it. ^^ thank you ks for helping me in the songs =D im a blogger idiot and refuse to learn anything related to html. i dun like reading sth that's alien to me. =X

played monopoly todae. and lost badly again to mummy and kenny. zzz mummy kept building "cheap hotels" which cud actually cost a bomb. as for kenny, he basically owns 80% of the land. zzzz how to play?? im so pathetic man. evytime i paid off my debts (wich accumulated to abt $20,000-$30,000), i stepped into another hotel again. =.= at last i declared myself to be the ultimate loser of the game.

2007-10-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

damn sian at home. rejecting all the dates bcuz of u la! zzz u made my life miserable.

now im like in charge of evyth. janelle juz gave me another job. i doubt anyone will reply her email for the bbq. so i guess the meeting is called off? i dun care alr.

sigh i hope wkend comes again. i wan to go kite flying but i hope the sky won't cry. i will always rmb the hurtful words u said to me in front of evyone. damn, i hope u all knew who is the victim here. ure so fake

2007-10-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

i guess u guys wun want to read the same thing abt the orchard date again. so i shall blog abt others.

got woken up by mummy's call todae. zzz i had a gd nite slp last nite =)
vin came back! we went fish n co for dinner. gawd it was great as always. ^^ coincidentally, i met yan ting when we were at the escalator. i didnt realise until she called out to me. ha...

after hving a gd meal, we went bowling. ya i lost. haiz at least i could do a spare. =X it was ages since i last played.
hmm...im gonna do more during this long wkend =D i love fridays! i want to get a new watch. darling said go choose one from vincent's watch n tell dem i know the boss so i cud get it for free. =.=

prawns are the greatest thing on earth!

2007-10-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

yay! the aftermath of exams!!! =D

firstly i want to thank my darling boyfriend for staying up late to comfort me in spite of his late trainings before the day of the exams. Thank you for giving me tutions and those encouragement i needed. it really helped me to cope with the stress. =) haiz it's only one week till he leaves for australia. im gonna miss u so much. =(
(i hope u read my blog)

i promised my brother to buy macs for him todae n i did. i hate to break promises. =) and i do love my little brother (though he isn't little anymore). super tired, stupid geog exam made me stay up till 1plus last nite, or shud i say morning? im going to spend my holidays in a more meaningful way instead of wasting my time. i wan to change a new hp too! the exclusive prism hp caught my eye a few wks ago. im so gonna getcha! ^^ and hopefully my dad can sponsor me. lol pray pray he said.

im going to spend more time with my family instead of cooping in my room memorising DEAD books. oh ya i tore 3 textbks alr. zzz...one was history bk when i was lifting up my arm n the page got stuck under my forearm n it sumhow got torn away. -.- the other was geog bk, a small tear when i flipped the page. last was erm forgot wad but anyway im going to stick it back. =X

i wanna fly a kite, go iceskating n hopefully swim again! ^^

2007-10-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

IM OFFICIALLY HIBERNATING. almost forgot blog pw -.-

may continue blogging after exams

2007-09-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

went back to pri sch on friday n got to know some "dark secrets" which i already knew and didnt want to care. zzz this tr's day was quite sad. most of my frens have stopped visiting deir schs alr. perhaps pri sch had gave dem bad memories. i guess we were all childish at that time.

i hope mr ee wun retire or we wudnt hv any reason to go back to sch. he is in his seventies already, i felt guilty when he served us bee hoon and drinks when we went dere. (though i realli doubt the fact that he doesnt have white hair)

vin gave me a hmm nice surprise later that evening. we went out on sat and i fell sick instantly when i reached home that night. great. i had fever and sore throat. surprisingly, mummy kip making me that ginseng thing and i drank 4 cups of it. vin oso bought liang cha for me and partly becuz he likes it and he was thirsty. im quite alright now but my bro caught flu, cough and fever. sigh den mummy had to bring him to the doc todae. vulnerable people.

2007-08-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY-
went suntec and saw shorts on sale at a branded shop ( i forgot) which i thought cud buy for my dad's bdae. it said "BUY 1 GET 2 FREE" n i was like wow! i asked vin if it's realli true cuz i hv never seen such a great sale for branded wear before. so he was looking v closely and said," ya u hv to buy one for $39.90 den you will hv 2 free." ZZZ the $39.90 is like that small la. =.= how cud anyone hv seen it? no wonder no one was patronising the shop. lol

watched fireworks with vin at marina bay. it was beautiful. this is my second time watching fireworks. though i hv played with it for many times, it can nv be as beautiful as this. we stood and waited for the fireworks for 1hr plus in the crowd. gawd dere muz be at least a thousand of ppl dere. -.-played a few games wif vin while waiting. unfortunately, his sergeant was dere wif his gf well. oh wow! how coincidental. last wkend we met dem as well in the east coast park when we were erh....walking n playing in the park. lol muz be pretty embarrassing eh? =P of all places, dey were standing right beside us when dere were so many ppl around. fate or wad?

aniwae, the fireworks was from china. friday's was from spain. it's realli worth the wait =) let's watch more fireworks together? hmm but i hate the crowds. pfft nvm. as i have said, i didnt regret it. nv thought that i wud get to watch another fireworks after pri 5 ndp. this was one of my wish and it came true ^^ that is to watch fireworks with my loved ones. at that moment, i really wish my family was there to watch the fireworks with me too. how dey wud go wow and wah.

im terribly sorry. im a poor walker =( sorry.

2007-08-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

recommended ajisen to parents. my cuzzie went along too. my parents dun realli like the food as it doesnt suit their taste. =( whereas my bro, cuzzie n i found the meal quite satisfying. oh well...=/ got a new white specs! ^^ eeeks my right eye is no longer perfect =( sianzzz...

rented seed of chucky. it sux man. =.= so gory and sick. yuck and the movie seems like a puppet show. so unreal. wad i rmbered from the past chucky movies werent as lame leh. wad happened to them?

ate sushi wif vin ytd nite. told him my compo story. he said can be improved if i hv talked abt the qian chang hui. he is full of funny ideas. =D
im sorry again for being oblivious to ur feelings. im realli sorry. it will be alright. trust me, things will turn out fine. it's not ur fault in the first place =)

2007-07-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

such a dull day todae. todae's event is nth like the fiesta we had last yr. i guess we are realli separated. =(

i hv got ulcers!! zzzz i hate it. i seldom get it though. it started wif one small ulcer at the back of my lip. it kept rubbing onto my gums n now my gums got one. haiz and dey sumhow rubbed against one another. it's painful. =( i didnt see my ulcer until ytd. dere is one big white patch and very sore red gums surrounding it. it's unconfortable, esp when i brush my teeth. my mum was shocked too (n her legs went jelly cuz it's realli disgusting) and she started telling me that i might get ulcer cancer or sth. she scared the hell out of me. she den told me to put salt on it so that it will heal faster. =.= she wan me to die?? i will suffer in hell. it's like spraying salt on wound. i cudnt stand it ytd so i told vin abt it. he immediately asked his fren to help him get some difflam mouth gel from the pharmacy. aww he is so sweet. i was sceptical though cuz i dun realli like to put strange things into my mouth =X like who will? aniwae i was touched by him. sigh where can u find a guy who rushed to buy little things like this for u even when he is in ns? n the gel is pretty ex, i hope the gel works. i dun wan to get anymore ulcers =(

thanks dear ^^

2007-07-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

mrs lee the lab assistant wasnt so bad afterall. she helped serene n i wif the whole of spa practice. eeeks took like 1hr plus to finish. great i hate the lab. i feel so guilty making him wait outside the sch for 1hr plus =( i didnt know it wud end so late. IM SORRY DARLING. =X

till now, my bro still thinks that SPA is a jucuzzi thing. hahaha he is soo cute and innocent still :P i told him i was going to study the chemicals added in spa den test it out ourselves. =X oh well he believes it 0.o i hope u dun read this post lalala....XD

aww no ajisen again!! grrr...i swear im gonna eat dere someday. SOON. 4hrs of meeting is so short, it just doesnt seem enuff. we had dinner at cs foodcourt. the food is nice. i wan to try the bake rice dere. everything seems delicious. yum ^^ (not to mention that i love pigs! =P)

peter piper picks a peck of pickled pepper! =D

2007-07-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

mrs wee wasnt in on friday. free period during CME. yay! played some old fortune telling game wich we used to play in pri sch. we played that 5 fingers thingy etc big hus, small hus, future jobs, marry to wich guy. and wad was interesting was gb coincidentally got CA as the guy =X hahaha talk abt fate....:P aniwae it's juz a game, dun take it too seriously. if u do, den the ones who hv gotten the "die tmr" ones will be worse =X haahahah...at least dey didnt become GINSENG :P

went tm wif winn ytd. im so sorry we didnt get to watch any movies. dere were onli 4 movies on show and we had no other choices. sigh =(

aniwae i had 2 pkts of tako pachi for lunch! =X winn had one. ahaha it isnt so bad yea? i think i better stop or i may start to dislike it. hmm walked ard and finally settled down wif a popcorn in hand. we cudnt stop talking the moment we started. we had so much to catch up. oh ya winn told me YL scratched her when dey were playing the finger game. Hving long fingernails is prone to scratching other ppl, must be v careful. ( i know cuz i hv it too although i have nv scratched anyone b4 =X )

4 days of sch is alr a torture. 5 days is hell. =(

2007-06-29T18:02:00.001+08:00

yay! finally managed to survive thru this wk =D thank god teachers didnt give us much homework. i thought i wud nv finish of all dem =X

mummy saw this advert on metro abt the great ranovating sale. i suggested going dere since i had nth to do in the afternn. yeap i bought lotsa clothes. gosh i cant believe how chaotic it was. many aunties were snatching shoes, clothes and bags everywhere. i nearly fainted on the spot.

lol ate tako pachi again. i juz love it! come to think of it, i ate tako pachi erm....almost every week! argh...the previous time i had it was on sunday. the guy and girl selling it must hv recognised me. so paiseh.... i fell in love with tako pachi recently and i juz cant help myself =X yumyum

how can u have forgotten the times when u hit me?

2007-06-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

okay i hate to admit but i hv slacked throughout week 2 of my hols. now i hv to rush thru stupid hcl assignment and it really served me right. not that i didnt read the bk (reading is always easy for me) but i cant help procrastinating for the writing part. ok thanks to my bro, he has realli helped me a lot in the chinese typing. it's realli freaking time consuming for me to type chinese words in com. i hope i dun ever get this kind of assignment again. ZZzzz

yeah hols is over. i hate it. dread sch so much. i cant help thinking of shopping again. lol i never get enough. yeah i know i spent alot for the past wk. i juz love the GSS. how i wish GSS go on forever cuz the clothes are like 50% off n that realli tempts me. =Z

saw the preview of the ndp performance on tv. it's fab. i realli envy vin. he gets to watch the fireworks so many times during rehearsals. i want to watch!! =( not that i cant play wif fireworks every year, but i wud love to watch it wif lots of ppl.

ciao gotta type again. haizzzz

2007-06-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

been very busy with my stupid com for days. and that is thanks to THE SIMS. my com crashed immediately after i have installed it. Zzzz...though i know sooner or later this will happen but i didnt expect it to be so soon. sigh i hv reset my com so many times that i can rmb every procedure for it. BUT!! thanks to my cuzzie! he is a great IT technician =D bright future for u! jiayou!!! ^^v

got addicted to novels again. =X i read 6 so far in juz a short 2wks time and im getting a lil frustrated cuz my mind juz refuse to read that stupid chinese bk for sch =X
one wk of sch hol has passed, that's fast. =(

i know it's been quite awhile since i last blogged cuz my com crashed. muz understand X( oh yea abt the camp, i have enjoyed it very much. i almost regretted signing up until the 2nd day of camp. i shared my room wif this EXTRA TALL girl. gawd she muz be the tallest girl i hv seen so far. she is like 179 and calls all the guys shorties. yeah, she has every right to tease dem cuz she has the height. hahaha i really sympathise wif her bfs. she oso admitted that ppl did think that dey were her didi =X how i wish she wud gv me some of her long legs =(

the most fun of the camp muz be the party night. till todae i still cudnt believe that i actually did that crazy thing. well my gp mate (guy) asked me to try cheerleading for the cheer competition in the evening. WHAT?!? yeap the first thought that came to my mind was he muz hv gone out of his wits. i was one of the smallest size in the gp. yea, most of the girls were tall. not less dan 165. Zzzz so he thot i might be the lightest. hahaha...eventually, wifout falling (thank goodness) i did the stunt on that night. that was to stand on ppl's laps wifout holding on to any of dem. i only practised it for 20min. it wasnt easy, i kept falling and my fren had to hold on to me. i cud still rmb the gasps and shocks everyone gave when my whole gp did different stunts at the same time. cool...i wish i had the photo =( this muz be the end of my cheerleading experience. ha
oh ya, our gp photo was on the papers =D

geez i love camps. and perhaps for this one and only time, i thank mr fong for it. XD

2007-05-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

yay! i hv been enjoying myself for the past few days. v tiring indeed. feel like staying at home n have a gd rest tmr. but hey hey, tmr is mother's day! =D

-THURSDAY-
had dinner at cathay wif vin. gosh we had twins' meal- teriyaki chicken rice (2),softshell crabs, potato wedges, 2 iced lemon tea and 2 drumsticks. all for the price of $16+!!! cheap cheap. XD den we watched spiderman 3. cool movie.

-FRIDAY-
cleared a few pools of urine for Fable (my pupppy wich i hope to get it toilet trained =X ) b4 i went to sch wif serene to have a "debate" wif mr fong. sigh...we have to go to that chinese cultural camp or else we have to explain ourselves to the principal wich i think dere's no need for us to blow it up. ZZZZ...

went woodlands wif vin. i bought a watershine lipstick for mummy. hope she likes it.=) had pasta at Pastamania...argh i always choose those expensive meals =X i feel v guilty. sorry dear. after lunch, we walked ard the mall, pretty boring. hmm...den we felt like playing that candy machine so we decided to head to jurong pt.

went to that arcade wif vin again and got lots n lots of sweets ^^ this time it isnt A B C D. it's NINJA TURTLES sweets =X gb will go crazy. lol...well aniwae, i got jackpot for it! like finally wooot!!! i brought home a black cushion and hugged it all the way back ^^ well it was 5plus when we decided to get out from arcade so it was time for dinner? =X haha im a glutton. i wasnt full from that pasta. opps! went fish n co. to eat. i luurrve the prawns!!! XD vin had fish n chips. deir fish was a big piece. lol...den we got back home. happily ^^

-SATURDAY-
woke up at 7plus for that stupid camp briefing at SPH (toa payoh)serene n i had no idea how to go dere. erhh...like who knows rite? not as if we go dere often. SO i asked my dearest beloved ahmad to bring us dere. LOL =X vin is so sweet. im glad serene didnt mind cuz we didnt have a choice. it was onli 9.10am when we reached dere. i thot no one wud be dere n we were the onli early birds =X vin wasnt allowed to go in so he had to stay out n wait for us. aww...aniwae, i was wrong, in fact, many ppl had alr arrived. hmm...we were splitted into gps =( my camp leader is onli 16!! yay! we are going to STAY IN A CHALET!! n we get to PLAY WILD WILD WET FOR FREE!! hahaha...envious? :P and oh!! plus plus, the man in-charge said that some stars are coming too. woo?? he said MILK, CHEN XIAO CHUN & FAHRENHEIT!! gawd i almost fainted. n he said if u hv any qns to ask wu zun, u can ask him on that day n he will ans u. XD IM SO LUCKY. kekeke....this camp isnt so bad afterall. i realli hope wad he said is true. =Xim surprised that half the ppl hv nv been to downtown east b4. no life =X im so glad i stay in tamp. XDafter briefing,we played some ice breaking games, that is po4 bing1 you2 xi4. Zzzzz...den we were dismissed.

poor vin had to wait for us under the hot sun =X sorry. we realised that dere is direct bus from interchange to tamp. serene went home first cuz she had to eat at home. me n vin walked ard toa payoh. i told him i felt like hving pasta again. ohno...i fell in love wif it. esp crayfish n prawns! yum yum! =D erh...we went to Swensens. ex again arh? =X had a nice lunch b4 we headed home. i bet he must hv been v tired, esp being wif me for the whole day. rested for the rest of the day at home.

i made a bouquet of roses for mummy. =D i cant wait to gv it to her! ^^ oh yea, my hp is spoilt cuz water went inside. sigh...

it's gotta be love <3

2007-04-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

yay! im done wif all the maths ws ^^ thanks to my dear. gawd i dun think i can do all these wifout him. =D he is getting sick. kip sneezing while we were studying. poor boy...hope he gets well soon...

we went to this Baba King restaurant to eat. all they serve is peranakan food, all spicy spicy stuff. the waiter looked surprised when he asked for my age =X lol do i look like im in jc or poly? i ordered chilli samba fish spaggetti and he ordered some noodles wich tasted like tomyam. the whole bowl was full of chilli. we had a hard time eating it but it was very tasty =D n i almost cried. haha

take care my dear. love you lots <3

2007-04-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

Extremely down todae.

2007-04-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

went marina sq after sports day ytd. yay! i got a tan! =D although it's not v obvious but it makes my cheeks rosy. ^^ went jack's place for lunch. gosh it's worth our money! the onli thing i didnt like was the choco ice cream. zzz....if onli dey had strawberry....i hate the settling of monetary prob. it always takes us 30min to solve it. Zzz... we cud hv gone shopping during this time. stupid GST and service charges. winn got a new handbag! she felt awkward carrying it though. well it wud definitely look nice on her if she gets used to it =)

got back home at abt 8plus...due to some unforseen circumstances. sigh...that was sth wich i will nv forget. met a female michael jackson clone on the mrt. she looked scary and fake. =X mummy scolded me for not eating dinner as usual, as i told her that i wud eat out b4 cuming home. nevertheless, she was very nice to cook for me ^^

poor vin has a deep cut in his finger. some guy accidentally flung a sharp object while training n vin had to dodge it. luckily it was juz a finger, it could hv been worse. =X it's still bleeding profusely evytime he changes the dressing. back todae, gone tmr =(

+ me loves the lil bear+

2007-04-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

yay! good friday! finally i can hv another day of rest =D it's chun aik's bdae too. so happy bdae to him =D

gonna hv drama syf on monday. hope everything goes well cuz i can tell that it is realli pathetic. >.<>

sigh...got a scratch on my hp in sch. i dunno how it had turned out this way cuz i didnt carry any keys wif me. =(

gonna be real busy. sorry guys if i didnt chat wif ya much these days. cant slack. work work...

2007-03-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

YOZ people! =D sorry i haven been updating cuz im lazy >.<>

anw, i had 2.4km run todae. sigh...i wasnt prepared for it. even before our run, i alr told tc tat im hving stomachache probably bcuz i was too nervous. and as expected, i had serious cramps after 3 rounds. sigh...i juz cudnt run that last round cuz i knew i wud break down if i did that =X sumhow, liuting and the rest caught up wif me cuz i was walking throughout my last round. liuting was v nice to accompany me all the way till the end of the run. she cud hv ran off and finished the race but she didn't. when we were abt to reach the bus stop, i told her to start sprinting cuz we were reaching the sch. after running a few steps, my tummy started to hurt real bad again so i had to stop. liuting was sprinting ahead of me but when she didnt see me catching up wif her, she looked back and asked if im alright. i said yea and told her to sprint to the finishing line and not to wait for me. i thot she wud do that but she chose to stay. when we reached the carpark of the sch, liuting suddenly turned back and told me to hold her hand so that we cud pass the finishing line together. i was shocked and touched by her at that moment. she is indeed a true friend.

though our timings were 18.11 and 18.10 min wich was E, this is one rare and precious moment that i wud always bear in heart. true friends will always be there for you no matter what happens. im very grateful to have her as my friend and i want to say a big thank you to her. ^^

2007-02-25T19:09:00.001+08:00

had been blue on friday. that's bcuz i alr arranged to hv a date on sat den the stupid cca notice came. ZZZ n seriously, i regretted going for that rehearsal.i sat in the auditorium for the whole day doing practically nth but watched the different schs perform. i didnt understand most of their plays, most of them were very abstract. i prefer our sch's play, at least we hv a story line and a clear finale. wasted my time. =(

after this wk, i think evyth wud be much stress-free. a brief summary of the things i did this wk:
mon-came back from msia
tues-had steamboat at home, invited all my relatives.
wed-sch
thur-had steamboat at aunty's place wif all my relatives
fri-had a feast at my other aunty's place wif all my relatives again =D
sat-boring rehearsal but i had a pleasant dinner wif vin in the evening ^^
sun-vin n i went to each other's hus to visit parents

sch is boring, as always. Zzz...

2007-02-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

due to the change in blogger, i haven been blogging. so sorry >.<

went bugis wif winn ytd n we shopped alot? =X i tried on many clothes but in the end i onli bought 1 dress. >.<>.<>

hving reunion dinner at granny's hus lata. =D hmm...den i will be off to msia tmr in the early morning.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! =D

2007-02-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

finally back from camp. i hv to admit it's the most boring camp i hv ever had. the onli fun part was rafting. i hv almost tried evything b4 =X too bad no flying fox =(

got to know new frens =D dey are nice. haha dey kinda looked shocked when i tried to "flirt" wif dem wif my eyes. u guys dun know the real christine yet :P aniwae, the camp made me realise a few things.
most of our girls are friendly but some are too quiet. bc was quiet too last time but our craziness made her open up. haha XD hope to change the rest. =XX our guys in this class can be trusted =D (sorry if i doubt so b4 the camp) u cannot judge ppl by deir looks. VERY DECEIVING.
our IC, ShaSha (guy) is a very fun person. i think he is the best among the rest though. he can realli act like a girl. n super horny. zzz...but he told us lotsa jokes at the end of the camp n we enjoyed it.

who did i bond with?
tc, gb, serene, by, yl...lalala...=.= i will TRY MY BEST. arghh

yeah! my shenyang buddy is coming on monday. she was online juz now. chatted abit. MIRACLES eh? she RARELY comes online. my rarely means less dan 5 times =X it will be another fun wk. =D

2007-01-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

u guys wun want to read me blogging abt tests rite? =X ok i shall skip that boring part.

hv been busy wif sch work & vin. =D going camp tmr. he is too ^^ so qiao. hope he comes back on sat. yippeee!

yeah i missed chatting wif my frens on msn. haven been online for long =(

2007-01-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

sch was fun until the last period wich totally changed my mood of the day. haiz ='(

went to make IC. it was pretty fast, but waiting for number call took 30min. i saw many ppl going dere for the same reason as i did. sigh...so crappy.

went shopping for a short while and bought some clothes. met ca's sis n his mum at metro. =/ saw NSmen at the bus stop. sighhh...the missing bug has gotten me again.

finally let down after dinner.

~money isn't everything, love is.

2007-01-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

im loaded with hw. sighh...still trying to cope wif sec3 life. so far, it's pretty NO LIFE. sianzz...

he is onli coming back nxt wk alrighty. =( one wk seems so long n torturous. sorry guys, i realli cant find time to come online =/

~i never expect that we could come this far...

2007-01-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

i hv been very busy wif sch work to think of anyth =/ amazingly i hv began to like the lessons and my teachers =D i guess i was wrong, my FT is a very nice teacher. the onli prob is that the way she teaches makes me feel like im chasing a train. A maths can never slack, the min u dun listen, u lost evyth she said and she will nv stop for u. argh!! but i began to like her =D
the onli lesson i dun look forward to is eng. i wonder if her life is as monotonous as her teachings...

so i finally got ca's present. say wad worth hundred dollars. yea right. and it's SO HEAVY hor?? so it's a card. haha...tc n gb seemed to be disappointed. dey thot he wud prepare a v unique gift for me. SO WRONG man. :P it's the thought that counts eh? i bet he spent lotsa time writing that few words down. (psst! i saw pencil marks :p haha)

sigh...so much hw for us. =( well...at least it can kip my mind off things. =)

~yeahs! cheers to my class! looking forward to our saturday ^^

2007-01-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

i know i haven been blogging lately =/ so here it goes...spent a belated xmas last wkend. well...it was an enjoyable day, walked the whole of orchard wif him =X

1st day of sch:
why hell...so many new sucky sch rules bcuz YEAH!!! WE HAVE A NEW DM! (^!#%&#&$%^@*&^) wad a nice start. and yes, our class onli hv 9 guys. haiz...im NOT looking forward to my new class man. first off, our FT doesnt seem to interest me. n our class is so quiet that i can hear crows flying pass the windows. ohyea, canteen is gonna be tear down soon for PRIME. no proper food for meals. =.= wad a nice start of sch yea?

2nd day:
still trying to adapt n get over the thot that im not in 2r6 anymore. i felt so crammed in that small room, in that lil' space of mine. =( im gonna explode anytime. GY tr kinda reprimanded us for being too quiet. gb n i were chatting at the back all along...suddenly she called out 2 girls for talking too much, phew....me n gb thot that she was refering to us but hell no...she was reprimanding the 2 girls sitting right in front for talking softly. i didnt even know dey were talking cuz i was talking too =X she tried to ask us qns but no reponse, i think she got quite fed up. HAHA! =P serve u right. see how long u can remain talking w/o any reponse in front of the class. thx for telling us to kip quiet. pffft...

anyway i got out of the class as fast as i cud for sec 1 orientation. HA! leaving gb alone =/ felt quite bad. but still, she left me alone in class todae for a couple of hrs, a few min for her doesnt mean anyth :P sianzz...once again, canteen food sucks. =((

met ck while hving lunch wif cheryl. gosh...i missed him =( den hx came along wif his admirer tagging behind (=XX ) not long after. tl came too. omg...we are like hving reunion lunch. LOL. went Tmart to buy bubble tea wif ck, had so much to talk to him. =( it was fun, i missed going out wif him. he is juz as lame as ever =D met mr chee on our way back to sch, he looked quite shocked? surprised? to see me n ck together. lol. den he asked if we juz had our lunch at Tmart. he even added a comment, saying that the canteen food isnt nice. HAHA. even tr is feeling disgusted abt the food. lalala....

sec 1 orientation was draining all my energy from me. sigh...wasnt myself todae, 1stly, i forgotten to take serene's n winn's bio bk out of locker (soo sorry >.<) 2ndly, i wrote 2r6 instead of 3r3 on the ws. 3rdly, i kept hving slow response to the "i accuse" game and had to go all the way back to the last seat.

sigh sigh...i missed him lots. =((

2006-12-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

i hv to thank ks for helping me design this blog. i must say he has done a great job. luckily our choice of designs are quite similar...or else i wud hv had a hard time =X so yea...THANK YOU! =DD

had eldds for the whole wk. damn sian...zzz...9am to 5pm...i wonder how i hv made it through for the past 4 days =( kept raining...erks...

i wanna thank theresa too for making a trip wif me to the market to buy that curry fishpaste =) haiz...she is one of the frens whom i've miss a lot during the hol. im so glad most of our girls are still gonna be in the same class for the nxt 2 yrs. but sigh...i miss ck, gy, tl...and lots more =( so sad, we gonna say gdbye. =( shyt...going v emo now. heard that most of the guys in our class nxt yr are erh...nerds? =/ sigh...

had a small chat wif my fren todae. haiz...i didnt know that he had a change of heart. i was very shocked to hear the news, n felt VERY sad for the girl. haizz...i almost wanted to cry =X why are guys like this? i believe they realli do pay extra attention to girls who like dem. i hate it. and now im worried of my own. sigh...=(

it's hard being someone ure not. and im trying very hard to be one. gosh...why am i landing myself in this state?

turning 15 soon. and i have alr received the making of IC letter. =/ yeahs...im grown up.

freaking tired. i just wanna sleep.

2006-12-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

spent a lonely xmas. =( my dear boy was having high fever and he cudnt get out of the hus. wish he is feeling better right now. nvm, New year n my bdae are cuming =D so hope dey can make up for xmas =))

it's so sweet of ken to buy me PPC as my bdae present. i love him! =D i realised that he loves sticking wif me wheverever i go =X but sumtimes i juz dun like ppl to stay glued to me..kinda irritating u see. oh well...

im procrastinating. haiz...i dun think i can finish my hw. sianZzz...

~Christmas is no longer merry without the person u love by ur side
+25th Dec

2006-12-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

had a great chat wif tc on the phone this morning?? haha...i bet she is the onli one who slps at the same time as i do =/ i guessed some mistakes that were made have left me scars and im afraid to touch it. i cannot forget what u guys have done...the hurt i felt but i can forgive =D this must be my weakness. i forgive ppl too easily yet i cannot forget. i realised that i missed chatting wif tc and i wud miss 2r6 '06 ='( it's v hard to find gd guys (not to mention other classes'. deirs are v rowdy n i bet the guys reading this wud understand) in ur class and gd classmates. not to forget bestfrens =DD

winn has changed a lot? gosh...im v shocked by the way she talks to her buddy abt her love life. ure so strong and determined. u go girl! =D u can find ur true love. not the right time now. definitely will find a better guy. ^^

hmm....quite a number of ppl hv been saying i love you to me. (well...3 in a wk is alot :P) i will always support my frens when they are down. i bet u guys will love me for that. yes...i know...u love me. lols...(BHB xD) frens' love feels so much special and encouraging when ure down. and of cuz dey will move us to tears =)

oh yea...going malaysia for the wkend to take a look at my newborn cuzzie. geez...okay i muz say the new car's seat is so much more comfy dan the old one. once i sit on it, i dun feel like getting out of car =/ the car is v cool. big n elegant. yet i find it v extra. =X big metal door that blocks so much way for me to get out evytime daddy parks btw 2 cars. zzz...sth funny is that daddy parked it abit "off" as in slant to one side when he first parked the car. muahahaha...weird seeing a v nice car being parked this way =x the owner doesnt know how to use it well. argh...hope daddy doesnt see this, but anyway i muz comment that he learns v fast, after that time, he parks perfectly well. =/ muz be much used to the car. lols...mummy is worried over the car seat. cuz the front seat has buttons at the side for convenience sake for manoeuvring of the seat. she is worried that we wud play wif the buttons n she wud be the one suffering. she is afraid of dizziness. wahahah :P psst! driver seat doesnt hv. 0.o

i thought and reflected a lot recently. if i were given another chance to make up for my past, i wud definitely cherish it and change for the better. im trying my best to be understanding. a relationship requires both to understand and trust each other. sorry is nothing compared to actions. hmm...i hope everyone who is reading this would take this in too. =)

waiting for u to turn back and now that u finally do, let's work for our future =) it's like my first love again except it's very different now.

~yeahhs...theresa! i blogged :P
+15th Dec

2006-12-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

felt v empty and bored since i returned from china. =X i was fretting over what i shud do for this christmas that i almost hate this day. aniwae, a glimmer of hope came ytd and it changed my day. gosh...i wonder what i wud do wifout u. feeling so blissed now. =))

erm...having dreams of china. -.- the doorless toilets are gving me nightmares. argh...i dreamt of famers staring at my bare butt! ZZzzz...my mum laughed her head off when i told her my story. woah...damn paiseh. =( luckily it was juz a dream. i dun wan to "zao geng" anymore =(( (if u rmbered wad happened in wild wild wet...haizz...)

-i love yyou-
+14th Dec

2006-12-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

came back ytd wif fever, flu n cough. zzz...im so glad to be home, i realli cannot stand the weather dere. v cold. brrr... perhaps we had to wake up at 6 plus (earlier dan sch days) evyday so i didnt hv enuff slp. eventually, at the last nite of our holiday, i became v ill. my face was burning hot. =(

fate must be playing tricks on us. why do we have to race against the time?
~trying to adapt...

+8th dec

2006-11-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys...i will be away to shanghai till 7th dec. dun miss me =)

+26th Nov

2006-11-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

kinseng showed me the chalet photos. gawd...he is SO BIAS!! so many GY's pics! are u gay or sth? =X i hv been limping eversince saturday. i didnt know that riding a bike wud cause serious muscle ache. =(( wad's worse is that joanne made us run 10 rounds of the quadrangle. well...running was okay i guess...but walking is terrible, esp when i get up from my seat. i juz cant stand straight. =/

okays, i hv to say that gb is blurrer dan winn. xD or i shud say ure so much more naive? lol ;)

hell, i cant wait for this wk to be gone man. 7 more days to go and i will be off...

+21st Nov

2006-11-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

not many ppl went expo trip. however, it was a v fun day =D we walked ard the expo looking at different kinds of projects n games. we wanted to bully primary sch kids but in the end we didnt =/ dey are v cute though...esp Evergreen primary..hor gb?? :P U channel was also dere to report on this event. well..i saw me n gb on the news xD v tiny though...(zzz...we didn't shun far enuff from the camera) so in the end gb n i got separated from the gp n we started playing those v childish games from the primary sch booths =/

now i know...i CANNOT USE THE WALKWAY IN THE INTERCHANGE. =.= 1st, 2 guys (abt the same age as us) approached me n asked for 20secs to listen to his watever thing he was advertising. ZZZ...it turned out to be the yellow ribbon proj n asked me to buy a pen @ $3. erm...while i was listening to this, Yeeling n 5 (?) of the other girls walked hurriedly away from me. =.= so ke lian leh...=(( he asked me to share the cost wif my other frens but dey had alr left me when he came to me. ZZZZ....suay...

2nd round...when i had finally escaped from them, another gp of girls came to me...AGAIN!!!! it was juz a few moments ago from my release n i was caught again. haizzz...WHY ME?!!? so i bluffed dem n said i had alr bought a pen from the previous gp. (watever...=/ ) by then...yes...my frens had alr left me...='( sobsob...

went KFC. sia la...no aircon...=.= luckily we chose the seats by the fan =x poor GB, stupid aunty didnt allow her to change to a non spicy order. probably bcuz she was in a bad mood. i heard her scolding n blaming the person serving at the other counter for the lil things she had done. her remarks were v hurting...and hello? in front of ur customers?

after taking neoprints, we decided to go back. when i was a few metres out of the TM entrance, another group of guys popped out in front of me from nowhere. SAME PROJECT. WAH...SIAN. can imagine theresa, winnie, geraldine & Beecheng were laughing v hard behind me la...aww...managed to get away from dem eventually. i cud see the guys' pleading eyes...i'm so sorry =.= i juz spent all of my money n was left wif 75cents n winnie still owes me money. =X ZZzzz...i forgot who said this but one of my frens said dey see that i hv ci2 xiang2 lian3 that's why came to me...the other said i seemed pretty to them. another said that i appeared to be rich. WATEVER!! =.= i think it's bcuz im walking in front of the gp, so from den on, i walked behind...all the way to the interchange.

SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! theresa FINALLY GOT CAUGHT by another gp. HAHA! (mei2 xiang3 dao4 ni3 ye3 you3 jin1 tian1 :P) MUAHAHA...i saw theresa getting v flustered n looking v lost. ahem...sorry hor...i was alr standing v far away from u :P cudnt help u. lalala xD
theresa onli got caught once n she was scared to death. she chiong all the way to the interchange, dragging gb behind her. LOL XD i guess that's the end of my story for todae n i HAD ENOUGH!

nxt time muz dao dem liao. GRR...(on the other hand, they are very pitiful =/)

~gone gone...gone with the wind..
+14th Nov

2006-11-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

YEAH! finally, the hellish trainings of eldds has a temporary break =D

things i gonna do during hol:
-do hw (i juz started abit on evy sub, now i dunno wich one to finish first =x)
-sit n wait for posting
-clear my HORRIBLY MESSY room =/ (dunno where to start from...)
-go chalet (oh yea, owe ruishan 15 bucks. if i dun go, she wud kill me =X RUISHAN I WUN GO :P)
-be santa claus (Zzz...why so many nov n dec babies? =.=)
-get new hairstyle =D geeez...
-waiting for the new car
-go for holidays! =D (sad...it clashes with other dates =( )
-read the Jin (1) Yong (1) xiao shuo (hmm...now that i hv read on...it isnt that boring afterall =))
-ELDDS =Z
-meet up with my dearest sheena
-oh ya, n geraldine :P u owe me a date okay, u gave ur di4 yi1 ci4 to the guys! HMPH! i will rmb it forever...muahahaha
-last but not least...waiting for my birthday to arrive =D (reopen of sch = receiving of presents =D)
lol...jkjk...bdae wishes gd enuff. xD
live life to the fullest =D

psst! time hasn't stop okay. it's still 17 days left. :P
*smiles*

+3rd Nov

2006-11-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

my bro is hving p6 farewell party tmr n he is supposed to design a shirt. well...mummy took out the shirt from his bag n laughed till she nearly had stomachache. it's a black T-shirt alright, he designed a middle finger on the shirt but the tr banned dem from putting vulgarities on it so he covered it wif a cloth n designed an england flag on it. he even pasted a cross using tracing papers on both sides of the sleeves to represent england. he pasted a number n his name behind the shirt. i guess he was making a jersey. but LOL...it was so funny of him to design this shirt. cute. however, mummy n i agreed that it was a disgrace to wear the shirt out. my bro juz said, "why not? my fren made a worse one." =.=

hmm...so i got his permission n redesigned the shirt myself. i cudnt clear the marks of the middle finger. shucks! i had to make do wif it n tried my best to cover it wif other design. spent the whole evening doing that. n TADA!!! it turned out perfectly (okay, maybe not so perfect) nice. cool...i muz say :P okay, if it doesnt look nice to u, i onli can say that i hv done my best n it's a last min work =/

geez...my 1st time designing a shirt. =D im so pleased with myself. xD

+2nd Nov

2006-11-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

"I'm here.
I exist.
Will you ever listen to my weepings?"

how wud u feel when u read these words? it can just refer to anyone out there...

read cheryl's blog n felt angry for her. cant help but this is how parents are. now im wondering if my mum has read my diary before. haizz...better keep diaries safe =/ this reminds me of the time when she read my msges...sigh...

~never trust parents too much, they may betray your trust sometimes

17 days left and my hopes might never come true. =(

+1st Nov

2006-10-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

didnt want to blog but winn was asking so i changed my mind.

so todae i went to the long-dreamed shopping mall. VivoCity. =D i hv been wanting to go dere since the newspaper reported that it's gonna be built in a few mths time. so i went dere wif wanying, winnie, sarun, liting, su ting, n extra jeremy. got dere n had a big wow. lols. shua gu. went Toys 'R' Us. n guess who i saw. MR WONG. ZZZZ....Yuan(1) Jia(1) Ru(4) Zai(3) however his little son is v cute. looks like ang mo. haha...n he knows how to say byebye! xD he even turned ard to wave back when we were a few meters back. cutiie!! ^^

was v hungry after walking for rounds. we were searching for some cafe or sth to grab a bite. little did we know that dere are more restaurants dan cafes. in the end, we ate at the foodcourt. food was pretty nice.

bought pressies for my dearest frens. HAHA i cant wait to see how dey will use the present that me n winn bought for dem. xD went arcade to play 4 rounds of puck (?) erm as usual, i won all the rounds, except for the last one, it was a draw (too tired) -.- now i know why ca told me he went hypermarket last nite. i thought he typed the wrong word out n it was meant to be supermarket =x haha

took a few pic wif my frens. gawd...all of my frens are so tall! standing beside dem make me feel inferior. haiz =( going vivocity taught me a lesson. "No money, Never go VivoCity" zzz...the stuff dere are like darn ex la, see see cannot buy. going dere gave me a dream but i dun think it will ever come true. haiz...

so all in all, i had much fun but super tired. =D vivocity isnt that big afterall. lol =x

bought sth for you, had no idea if you will like it. maybe i shudnt hv bought it.

+27th Oct

2006-10-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

i went online the minute i reached home from dinner. the first thing i did was read evyone's blog. i want to know how they feel abt the last day of sch. well...i saw serene's email n read it after finished reading the blogs. i cried the minute i finish reading it. i feel so sad n touched by her words. the onli thing i can say is sorry. realli sorry.

went to sch in a light mood todae cuz it's the last day of sch. theresa suddenly became v moody n i hv no idea why. i got influenced by her n got rather irritated the whole day. i took it easy, last day of sch in 2r6. so what? i was very disappointed when i heard that chankai, zhihui, jo and gaoyang are taking triple science nxt yr. we cannot be in the same class anymore. esp ck, now i hv to say gdbye to him after our chalet. i will miss him by my side. gy too, thanks for gving me advices. so i guess it means i will hv no one to ask for advice nxt yr. :( farah is transferring sch, i feel sad again.

on the other hand, im happy that most girls are opting for bio-chem. at least dere's a great chance that PIECORN can be together in the same class nxt yr. =)

well...i thought i cud be strong but i cant. the memories of 2r6 juz kept flooding into my mind and tears swelling up in my eyes. i love my class. the last time we can ever get together is the chalet. i juz wish that these days will never end.

vin is going into the army soon. it means that i realli hv no one to confide to. aniwae, it's not like he has time to talk to me, neither does he care.

i'm tired and sad. just let me cry for tonight.

+26th Oct

2006-10-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

feeling terrible bcuz of the tummy ache. i didnt wan to go to sch todae but i went aniwae. so todae's walk to sch was torturous, i thought i wud cry if i take another step. by the time i reached the class, i had used up almost all my energy alr. i didnt know that having stomachache wud make me feel feeble all over. well...i went to see the doctor aniwae, the medicine doesnt seem to take effect yet. hope im gonna be fine. i dun want another operation again =(

+23rd Oct

2006-10-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

so i got back my HOLISTIC report card ytd. i got all A1s except for my languages. -.- sigh...at least i didnt get any B4, wich is an achievement =D my mum didnt compliment me, she poured cold bucket on me, wich hurts. she doesnt bother abt my studies aniwae.

funny, ms gan gave me excellent for my conduct. lol...i dun expect any teachers to gv me that cuz dey always gv me a "very good" onli. i guess it's the fiesta thing wich changed her views on me. well...cant blame me, i dun like teachers to know me too well. in other words, i like to defy dem.

stupid! Gaoyang won me so many rounds of UNO ytd! ZZZ...n beecheng, i helped u! or else u wud be the one drawing 26 cards okay! :P thank me for that xD haha
nxt wk is the last wk of sch and we onli hv 3 days left for sch. im gonna miss 2R6 alot. let's look forward to chalet! =D i hope theresa can go. it's the last time we can get together again. if she werent dere, she wudnt be able to hear me scolding bad words to the xbox again. LOL :P

+21st Oct

2006-10-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

YOZ!! im back to normal self again! =D

guess i shud thank all my frens. ^^ im sorry that i squeezed GB's wrist too hard ytd until she had bright red marks wich looked like scratches =x

performed for APEX wich sucked la, ZZZZ "thank you for your active participation" -.-" we shud say PASSIVE participation!k wateva, it's over.

aww...todae winnie didnt come to sch, heard that she had fever. =( take care girl. we missed u in sch leh. alex asked me why she didnt on her hp, hmm...no wonder she didnt reply my msg too. haiz...

为何失去了才懂得去珍惜?

or maybe not that serious la, but still...=/
played UNO the whole day. LOLOL Gaoyang is sooo dead wif me n CK beside him! muahahah :P
tmr continue? xD i wish evyday cud be like this, go to sch n play all day. LOL. DREAM ON! =.= tmr getting back a draft copy of results. position? chey...always the same. haizzz...

oh ya! gb and i realli hv mo(4) qi(4)! we know what the other is thinking and the other ppl juz never get it. HAHA! erm like...the far and near thingy we talked abt b4 the assembly n amanda sat dere looking at us with a puzzled face. =D n during PE todae we talked abt the ou han sheng thingy. haha...i guess onli we two so boliao watch these kinda shows xD but it's fun though.

i think i will cry once this year is gone...

+19th OCt

2006-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

exams over alr but i can still feel that sth is bugging me. maybe bcuz it's EL cuz dere are going to be hectic trainings. haiz...getting realli emo. i juz wan u guys to rmb me as the very hyper and crazy girl.

im sorry. really sorry.

+16th Oct

2006-10-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

okay okay i blog. =/

the game of tug-of-war ytd made my right arm and right side of the waist ache. lol...my left side is totally useless =x ytd's games were alright. the telematch was erm okay? i intend to take that sweet out of the plate of flour wif my mouth but to my surprise our SC-in-charge, Li Fen, juz used her hand to pass the sweet to me when i was abt to bend down! LOL. i bet many of the spectators out dere saw this, at least i know GB was one of dem :P after that was to dip ur head or hair rather, into a pail of water to fill a cup to half full. when i was abt to go down, Li Fen juz took the cup from me n put the cup into the pail n filled it for me. lol...i had to say she is a very funny n cute girl when i saw her doing this :P den dere was this stage where i had to blow the balloon n burst it by sitting on it. one stupid guy fren of kinseng's took a pic of me when i was doing that -.- UGLY LEH!! ZZZ...aniwae, almost all of us cheated in this game or i shud say all of us =P

i still rmb the "cheyenne play one" from Theresa :P kaka i will always rmb that :P

it's gonna be the end of the year and we onli have a few sch wks left. hao she bu de =( guys take care. esp GB, she had fever but at least she played the games wif us ytd and our class was the champ! YEAH!
~ 3 CHEERS =D

~love you lots & lots =D

let's gv ourselves another chance =)

+14th Oct

2006-10-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

had lit skits todae =D

first of all i want to apologise =x sorry guys i kinda messed up my lines. +.+
we got laughters yes, that's one thing we always hv in our play :P COMEDY!! =D
nxt was GY's play. ayiah! me n gb shud hv gone up to be the extras. funnier that way xD
"the ship is sinking!" "wad are we going to do?!" lol ck flung his hands so violently. 0.o

yaya...the uncle came again todae to restock the packets of drink. this time i pressed lychee n it dropped out barley! =D YEAH! erh...the lucky one was "winnie" =x she was very VERY lucky. she left her plate of food on the table n went to the washroom. a bird flew over n picked at her food -.- how lucky hor :P luckily aunty was kind enuf to exchange the plate for another wif the help of SENIOR. yes now i know okay. =/

meiling is so much worse dan me! she kept asking WHY WHY WHY. and how i know WHY. -.- not evyth has a reason to it. like she kept asking why u all like to walk the D & T walkway instead of the stairs? why geraldine want to walk that way? why u all never ask her? -.-
sia la! den winnie said, "u are the y ppl, we are the z ppl. how we know y!" LOLOLOL xD

ca oso arh! lame until can freeze n laugh. -.- kept cracking stupid jokes ytd while i was busy playing.

went to the phone booth to call daddy during assembly period. erh...1st number i dialed was 90999358! =.= den a guy's voice told me i called the wrong no! i dunno why but i didnt realise it was my old hp no until i reached home from sch n suddenly it all came to me. =/ den 2nd number i dialed was erh...the wrong one again! i kept repeating the number over n over OUT LOUD "9xxxxxxx" yet i cud still dial the wrong number! i dunno wad got over me but i was perspiring like hell. i was thinking, "when am i going to get the right number?!?!" it was until i dialed for the 10th time den i got it. =x erh can imagine how flustered i was at the phone booth.

ohyea, my aunty bought me an iPod casing & 1GB MMC on sunday =D now i can store as many songs as i like in my hp! ayiah...but i owe it to gb lar. hv to send to her all the songs. ZZz...nvm, i flood her hp. hp no space den she know arh. muahahah...xD

sumtimes i think that they are the ones who don't understand me. haizz...

+3rd Oct

2006-10-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

hx said the vending machine will gv barley drink if u press the lychee button. okay so these few days i went to the first machine n it gave me barley drink =D however after sch i went to the 2nd machine instead of the 1st one, i pressed the lychee button but it gave me lychee!!! ARGH!!! aint it supposed to be the barley drink?!! okay nvm, i gave my drink to tc n got coins to try on the first vending machine. it gave me lychee again!!! GRR...stupid machine! -.- aniwae the drink was as nice as barley so i guess it's not much loss =x
stupid. i must find out wich button to press for barley drink! =.=

tmr's the lit performance! i shall act as extras who are drowning behind in gy's skit :P kaka

+2nd Oct

2006-09-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

watched the showbiz talking abt celebrities' ghost encounters n cudnt slp at all last nite. =Z my neck is aching like mad todae. argh...

got an email from someone. i finally realised why that person has been so weird these days. ppl who know me wud think that im a sensitive person and is a good listening ear. yes i can listen to ur woes and comfort u. however one thing we hv to understand is that we are standing alone in this world. well...personally this is how i feel, im a negative person as u can say. at the end of the day, i still kip evyth to myself. (like who nv does that) im feeling v tensed right now so plz bear wif me until after exams. i hope u all can understand =) i cant possibly comfort sumone when im not in the right mood myself.

i know ure avoiding me n im trying v hard to keep a distance btw us. i know i can nv turn back the time. the onli way to comfort myself is to keep on guessing, i wonder when it can ever stop. plz dun hate me. if onli we could stand by one another...

+30th Sept

2006-09-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

tuition was okay todae except it wasnt as fun as last wk's.

heard that NS uniform is changing back to the temasek green 0.o
uncle eric's advice to guys is that dey get married after 32. -.-" he said after graduating frm uni, it takes abt 6yrs to settle down and get a secure income.

well well...he complained that his wife is getting a bit out of shape. erh...like duh! she juz gave birth not long ago -.- im going against all his ideas abt women n marriage. he talked abt freedom being restricted blablabla....he said that his wife used to be prettier. >.<
hui2 said his wife is still v pretty and uncle eric looked like a monkey in the photo. HAHA
xian hua cha zai niu fen shang? =x but seriously, who nv grows old?

he complained that she used to be very curvy but eversince she gave birth, she went a bit out of shape. why muz he be so straight forward? who was the one who made her pregnant n went out of shape?! i feel sorry for his wife. haiz...are men all like this? i dun see women complaining abt deir husbands' negative stuff, dey onli kip it in deir hearts.
no wonder ppl say men are jerks -.-

YEAH! gonna get MP3!! =D got a new wallet ytd from wallet shop. $33! damn ex sia. but aniwae it's worth it =) (psst! mummy bought it for me xD that's one gd thing abt hving mummy along when doing shopping! ) so i bought many girl's stuff. heard that vivo city is opening! gosh! i wanna go hv a look! =D any company? haha

sigh...nxt wk is the start of EOY Exams!!!. our sch always starts early and ends early. hope evyth goes well =D

+23rd Sept

2006-09-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

todae's post is on ytd's.

i was kinda looking forward to the captain ball match wif the sec1s, im happy as long as i get to play it =) i think i underestimated the sec1s. dey were tall. damn tall. wad was ridiculous was i jump the ball wif a guy who was abt one head taller dan me! ZZZ...of cuz he got it, his team scored 1pt immediately right after the game started. serious work now. kiez so we lost n i got fed up and gave rude remarks out of impulsiveness. i scolded myself for not being in the netball team. i scolded myself for not growing taller. i blamed myself for i didnt put my best effort in the game. though it was juz a game, it was still not a v nice sight to see the seniors losing to the juniors. haiz...got very moody for the rest of the day. partly bcuz i said sth wich i shudnt say and partly bcuz i didnt gv my best shot. i wasnt myself. ytd's game reminded me of the netball game i had. bad memories. another lesson to learn. haiz...

+22nd Sept

2006-09-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

failed my life sci test! wahahah...-.- gan reprimanded us. in my mind i was thinking, "hey! who was the one who looked so slpy during the life sci course and almost fell aslp herself?" ZZZ

after assembly...gb actually recognised the guy who was walking ard!! LOL!!! i thought im the onli one who noticed >.<

blur ms lim, she actually forgotten abt letter writing. luckily i reminded her or else we would be panicking on the day of exam, wich is nxt wk! study like crazy. haiz...
yeah! gonna play captain ball against the sec1s. however, i wud rather play against the sec2 classes, more fun this way =D

yeah! gonna hv dinner on thur! again! =DD can see caris =) she has grown so much, can see that she loves to "nua" me. gotta get more photos of my cutie pie xD

~getting more les wif gb :P:P jkjk

+19th Sept

2006-09-17T12:34:00.000+08:00

aha! read mr lim's blog. im glad he realises that he speaks in pauses. =x that was the most uncomfortable thing we thought when we sat for his first lesson. we got used to it aniwae so i think it's still okay. gb n i hv this twitching habit whenever we see him. rite? :P well well...maybe u dun realise but i hv started counting the teachers' "K"s since last yr. dey tend to start and end off evy sentences wif "K". i dunno why but this has bcum deir punctuations subconciously. >.<

ytd's tuition was fun. i still find sat class much more fun dan the thur one. too bad, it's going to end cuz exams are juz ard the corner. i shud hv joined the tuition earlier so my phyics results wudnt hv suffered. haiz...

shenyang tip:
from wad i know, the ppl dere dun eat corn wif butter. dey said it's the original taste and it's v sweet. yaya...i tasted it and it was v bland. erks =x i still prefer the singaporean style =D

+17th Sept

2006-09-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

okay so i won't repeat wad happened in shenyang again cuz i hv said it sooo many times!!! >.<
winnie got a new blog n she didn't tell me. =( i was heartbroken when i heard that u know =x haha...aniwae, i read alex's first entry in the blog. all abt winn. -.- shud rite more though. she juz showed me his photo. erh...like amos?? the qnps one i mean. ppl out dere who want to get a glimpse of him, ask the photo from winn :P

"My eyes could see you
My heart could feel you
My breath could sense you
I knew I loved you
Before I met you..."

~trying to adapt and understand
+15th Sept

2006-09-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

some pic i took from shenyang =D

can u believe it? the brand is wahaha!! 0.o

kiez, stop here for now. shall blog when i hv the time. =D

+12th Sept

2006-08-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

got daddy a toothbrush for his bdae =x i know it's weird but he always wanted the hard bristles one. too bad, dere is onli medium and soft bristles. no hard =/

went HPB wif mummy todae. sian leh, hv to stand all the way from tamp to outram park mrt n den back again. the doc was gving me this strange look as if she was thinking, "why are u here when ur case is so minor? the nurse who sent u here muz be getting worked up for nth." -.- i stayed in the checkup room for less dan 5 min n she told me that i cud go off. waste my time. sickening nurses. sod dem.

monday blues. monday blues. hmm...went TM to buy many many things. i going off nxt wk which is quite a surprise for me as i hv always thot sept was a long way to go...

im changing my style of clothing. mummy allowed me to buy anyth i liked. =D i love my mum and dad. im gonna buy that sexy PJ we saw on display for my mum on...her bdae? nono.. it's gonna be too long. maybe christmas? yesh...by then i will hv enuff money to buy one. kaka...i wanna see how it looks like to wear one. xD

3 hammies died in juz one wk! ='( daddy was complaining abt me always asking him to take the dead hammy out from the cage. =x he kept chanting and it triggered me off evytime he did that. he said he "bang ren jia shou shi, zai bing ying guan zuo gong" LOL!! x)
10hammies left. =z i will take care of u little babies. muackZzz

+21st Aug

2006-08-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

FIESTA DAY!!!!

after many mths of preparations for the fiesta, it has finally come to an end. =D
we were selling curry fishballs and fruits dipped in choco fudge. the curry fbs were selling like hotcakes, ppl kept coming up to us to buy cups and cups! i'm so glad to be able to serve them xD

lutfi from eldds (my senior) kept walking past our stall and said hi to me each time he came. i kept asking him if he wanted to buy our curry fbs, he gave a lot of excuses like, " oh no, im fasting." "erh i dun hv money now." "later, i wan to look ard first." ZZZZ...he was so funny and weird. edwin n joseph finally came, and seemed reluctant to buy our fbs but dey bought it aniwae juz to gv me face. dey bought 1 each. lutfi was beside dem. edwin told lutfi, " it's realli nice," with a nod. joeseph even came back to buy another cup! GAWD...i was so touched. all our hard work that we had put in has paid off! seeing customers coming to our stall n buy ing the fbs and choco fudge wif smiles on their face was an achievement and satisfaction to me. at first i realli hv to admit that curry fbs may sound common n nth special, HOWEVER our fbs are realli the special ones. =D those ppl who had tasted it wud know. we sold 5 pots in the 2hrs fiesta. like WOW! even the drinks stall uncle cudnt stand watching us selling our fbs like hotcakes, he came and bought 1 cup! LOL!

i hv to say this. i hate 2R7 form teacher. she makes my heart boils. well...we took pre-orders on last fri for trs. she wanted to see our proposal den she asked us if the choco fudge was our original idea. like DUH! we alr planned it since feb? march?? she said our ideas were kinda like her class ones. she actually thought that we copied her idea?? WTH #$*@^(*&#(^ she didnt order anyth after spending mins browsing through our proposal.

she came to our stall wif her students b4 the fiesta started. she looked at our stall wif the critical eye and had a smirk on her face. she turned and critic on us to her students, dey were actually smiling. ZZZZ.... SICKENING. felt like slapping that smile out of her face. i told gb and tc not to serve her. she doesnt deserve to eat OUR FOOD.

ms gan is very nice and kind. she bought fruits from 2r7 stall although we were selling the same thing. haiz...she bought titbits and hotdog bread for us but we didnt hv any appetite or time to eat. BUSY BUSY
BUSY ><

aha! went back to class after that to play wif glitter tattoos! ck helped me wif one, gosh..i love it! xD

hmm...an enriching day. =)

+8th August

2006-08-03T16:02:00.000+08:00

feeling crap la. haiz...i hate being the leader sumtimes esp when comes to big projects when evyone comes to me and starts asking me what to do. no one can understand how stressed out im feeling right now, i can hardly breathe.

gan suggested green apples. another new menu again, how can we NOT overspend our budget?! sigh sigh sigh...wonder why nowadays i kip "tsking" ppl and things happening ard me. that isnt me, maybe i hv been influenced by tc. >.<

i realli want to thank my limps and tummy. gosh! it's kinda amazing that none of my limps and tummy hurt when i was running 2.4km. i didnt want to run at first, it was my last min decision to run since the timing which i ran for last wk sucks. 16.57min! gawd...can u believe it?! i walked 2 rounds cuz i had gastric all of a sudden. even beebee who said that i run faster dan her had won me! ZZZ..can imagine how many ppl were in front of me la. i thought that last wk's timing wasnt fair to me cuz i wasnt feeling well so i decided to run again, hoping that my tummy wudnt hurt. i improved by a min going to 2. so it wasnt that bad i guess. hmmph...nevertheless, my tummy continued to hurt if i skipped my meals. haiz...think i got gastric alr juz bcuz i forced myself to run last wk. =(

busy busy. wkend is gonna be soo busy. however im still glad that i hv a chance to serve others. oh ya, zh bought me the SHE "Forever" cd. gawd...so ex la. but i muz admit i realli love that cd a lot. hehe...support S.H.E!!! =D

ms gan is getting nicer i must admit, this fiesta thingy is bringing me closer to her, i get to understand her better. maybe bcuz of the negative remarks from my frens, i hv subconciously built a barrier ard her each time i talked to her for the past half of the year. it's pretty depressing i know, but still it's nv too late to starting knowing her. maybe u guys may think im crazy or wad but we hv to try to be understanding. seeing ms lim in class is like a torture, for the past 3 lessons, she seemed like she was about to cry anytime in our class. i was sensing her sadness wich made me feel v bad. cant blame us actually, we juz dun like to see ppl acting cute and being over friendly till she used the duster to hit on ck's uniform. it was getting overboard. seriously.

~tata, im dead beat >.<
+3rd August

2006-07-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

约定

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

明天的约定早已毁了.

2006-07-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

had napfa on wed. sickening! GRR!!! it was drizzling. again! i hate drizzles. it reminded me of the day we had sports day.

had shuttle-run along the pathway of the hall. so slippery! harlow?! how do u expect us to run fast on such slippery floor?! ZZZ...aniwae, i had my first try, it was so difficult for me to brake on time, almost slipped. timing was 12.7. like shyt. -.-" failed! E! wth! evyone got lousy scores. in the end, we took off our shoes in frustration. i ran so much faster wif my bare feet. 10.9sec. so much difference!

my sbj was lousy so i dun wanna say it out. haiz...erh...sit n reach? well...evyone cheated actually. i almost got an A! argh! 1 more cm!!! >.<>

well...i guess this proves how unfit im now. i dun exercise and im always so lazy to go out whenever theresa asks me to go for walks wif cheyenne in the park. last yr napfa was quite a happy one. haiz...i dun wanna talk abt it.

reference to outram park to the health promotion board blablabla. CRAP! so far...who has the time to go dere juz for checkup. i realli wonder if deir machines hv any problems, dey hv been using the same old ones evyyr. maybe i didnt stand straight that was why dere was a bend? it was realli scary the way the nurse had said it. she seemed to be telling me that oh no...ur life is at stake, better go for a checkup. funny, guys didnt get the warnings from the nurses. are dey bias? are dey blind?

~sadness fills my heart as the date gets nearer
+21st July

2006-07-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

it has been some time since i last blogged. was busy preparing for our Romeo & Juliet production. well...saturday (1st July) was definitely a LONG DAY. everyone felt emotionally & physically tired. scoldings, insultings, tears, shoutings, quarellings...we almost wanted to give up. everntually, we were very determined that we wud make this play a very successful one, we wudnt let our effort go down the drain!

realli, sucking la ji scolded evyone for no reason, making everybody hate her to the core. she was always so sucking in front of us, WHEREAS in front of VP & P she will go "oh, im so nice, kind n caring towards my students, i love dem." BULLSHIT

everyone's moods were down the pits, no one was laughing. VERY STRANGE. we stayed in jubilee hall most of the time, we nv seemed to get a glimpse of the daylight. night scenery in jubilee hall is VERY romantic! night life, i love night time! im always so hyper =))

argh..went home ard 11plus, my seniors juz had to pour cold bucket on us by saying "ohh, we will be seeing each other in 6 hours time" ZZZ...he shudnt hv reminded us that very few hours of slping time we cud get. -.-

2st July
PERFORMANCE DAY!!! WOOO~~~ aha! of cuz, everyone was very slpy. yawn n yawn. 3pm was our matinee show. we put on make up. lutfi, the narrator put on the most EXTRAORDINARY make up among all of us. well...our instructor, theresa wanted him to be painted gold. SO, dey bought a whole tube of gold glitters and stuck it on him. he looked...WOW
but think of the time n effort he had to spend removing dem. of cuz, another one of our highlight was ABISHEK! he had to wear a bra n sexy skirt at a party scene. Woohoo~~ like woah...SO COOL. i almost laughed my head off when i looked down n had a glance at his tummy sticking out of his skirt. HAHA. picture here is lutfi. =D

Shazyln & me =)

matinee show was DEAD. it seemed like no one was laughing at any of the funny parts, we felt a tinge of disappointment but teachers comforted us by saying dere wud be a lot more audience coming for the night show. well...i didnt carry high hopes.....

evening arrived. the hall wich was once empty was filled wif ppl again. we had a realli great start! everyone was SUPER HIGH! esp our audience of cuz, teenagers screaming and n laughing deir heads off. dey laughed at every single parts! i was overwhelmed, looking at the audience laughing n enjoying the show, i felt that every effort that we had put in was paid off. making ppl laugh is one of the most wonderful things in life. =)) i love the part when cheryl took out cheng lai's photo n laughters errupted immediately. HAHA!

arh...n of cuz, everyone laughed n cheered when dey saw abishek came out. i cudnt help but laughed too. i looked at his tummy AGAIN! =X ARGH!! LOL!!! audience were very rowdy. dey said hurtful words to the dancers who were wearing tanktops wich are low cuts for some of dem.
zsa zsa,who was juliet actually cried at the last scene when she stabbed herself. audience actually laughed! ZZZ...probably bcuz she was holding a toy knife? 0.o it ended wif a very great applause, of cuz, we screamed! satisfaction & relieved overwhelmed us. xD

in life, dere are partings too. this is the last day for the sec4s in eldds. dey are stepping down for O lvls. HAIZ. we cried. realli cried. i realli miss them. everytime i think of it, i feel like crying again. we realli are one big family, been thru all those times of tears n joy together, excluding teachers of cuz -.- edwin actually prepared a note for everyone n a ferrero rocher. a farewell gift i guess. =( thanks! i realli treasure that small lil gift, that memory wich brought all of us together. the bus seemed to be very quiet wifout the sec4s ard. i wonder how we are gonna survive wifout them ard. dun worry! we can make noise! xD

miss you guys so much. do come back when u guys hv graduated or whenever u guys are free. all the best & good luck for ur O lvls!! =)

~cheers to eldds! =D ROCK THE STAGE!

+5th July

2006-06-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning to find mummy exclaiming "ur hamsters hv escaped!" gawd...i rushed out of my room and found my cute lil baby on the floor looking very scared. i carried it in my hands and put it back into the cage.

i was shocked to find that the cage's "door" was open!!! ARGH!! wad's worse was no hamsters were left inside! i turned ard and saw hamsters scampering here and dere. dere were some behind the sofa, inside the rooms, behind the tv. EVERYWHERE!! gosh...dey were so cute and happy running ard. eh...wad am i thinking sia...i hv to catch all of dem back n make sure i dun step on dem..-.-

well...i caught 3, my bro caught 3. we were in a rush...gawd gawd...we were going to be so late. 1 more left! i went to the kitchen door wich my darling used to hide inside the small gap. (well...long story...) i heard the scattering of its lil feet. aha! daddy lifted the kitchen door out n the stupidest thing was we were all in the kitchen, bro, daddy n i. NOBODY WAS OUTSIDE TO CATCH THE HAMSTER ESCAPING FROM THE OTHER SIDE! (btw, mummy didnt even bother to search, she juz continued to slp...Zzzz) erh...but in the end we still caught it. gosh gosh!im going to spank their backsides!! how did dey manage to open the "door"?!?! itchy teeth, kip climbing up to bite the railings.

i had a wonderful time catching dem though, cute watching dem running freely evywhere. HOWEVER!! mummy said dere were shit n traces of urine everywhere the living room. =.= sigh...im going to kip the "door" SHUT TIGHT!

btw, the other 6 hammies are in another fish tank so no worries x) fish tanks will never hv holes...xD

hope it won't happen again, im so worried that i might crush them under my soles anytime >.<

+27th June

2006-06-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

i do admit that i wrote my previous entry wif a tinge of anger. it is definitely not hatred. it has been a wk since i last blogged and many things have bcame clear to me now. i have finally sobered up. i was complaining and worrying non stop todae, first day of sch aft the june break. GUYS help me!!! =(

at least todae wasnt a boring day. i missed gb's LAME jokes and i missed hitting her =x im violent. muahahaha....xD

gaoyang was making me very very confused along wif the two musketeers, chankai n teckli. they kept interupting our conversations n i muz realli pei fu teckli. evyth we said, he can juz link dem to maple. =.= VERY FUNNY. HAHAHA. theresa n winnie were laughing non stop behind me. their ears were opening very wide to hear our conversation. -.-" HAIYA! i was being SO frustrated and worried here and u guys were joking ard. this reminded me of the first time when we had SE talk. LOL! i kept asking zh whether i shud agree or not cuz im not even in love wif him. haiz...nvm...it's the past. but still, i miss the sweet times together. geez wad has gotten into me? suddenly all the memories are flooding back into my head.

sumtimes it realli makes me wonder why 2 person who clearly love each other but can never be together. it's a pity, really. i dun want it to happen or see it happening. why cant the guy juz tell the girl he still loves her so that they can be together? hmm...weird. i juz dun get it.

im gonna miss my tuition this wk. I LOVE NIGHT TUITIONS!! xD get to go home at nite though it's kinda freaking scary. LOL. =x very excited abt this wkend. ROMEO & JULIET @ JUBILEE HALL in RAFFLES HOTEL. ELDDS IS PERFORMING!! =)

2nd July~ 3pm & 8pm
tix is @ $15. xD

gosh...we had so many rehearsals, i wanna get it done FAST, im sick of rehearsing the same thing over n over again for god knows how many hours we spent. gimme a break man. ppl had june hol, we had june trainings -.-

hope tmr's D & T is not so bad. i dun wan to score a B4 again >.<
+26th June

2006-06-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

i finally knew how it felt that time. i've changed my mind. i wanna be alone.

+25th June

2006-06-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

yeah! no tuition todae, i felt uneasy whole day whenever i thought of tuition in the evening, guess cuz it is my first time. theresa called and informed me that dere is no tuition as the tuition tr had to go sumwhere -.-" HOW LUCKY!!

i went cycling wif bro, aunty & ah de gor. gosh...it wasnt a relax one!! more like a "competition" to me. the one lagging behind will be "abandoned" LOL... i didnt want to be the last. kiasu ma so i paddled hard and fast. my butt hurt, my thighs hurt. how lousy. grr...i hate myself for being so UNFIT! -.-" we cycled the whole of the cycling track of east coast..eh...maybe not whole, but till the dead end. tiring man! i chiong like mad in the end as i wanted to get off this stupid bike as fast as i cud. my butt ached, my back ached, everywhere was aching. FINALLY, when i got to the rental shop, i got off my bike. immediately, i felt like falling onto the floor. my legs were like jelly, cudnt stand properly. argh...long time no ride bike =X

christina, jian fu and aunty came to meet us after that. we went to eat at the hawker centre. OF CUZ! i ate my fave grandpa's beef kuay tiao. AH HA! i jumped queue xD dey were surprised that we came. ( i can tell u, out of his 6 grandchildren, he loves me the most x) as i was the eldest and the first grandchild he ever had. im always so proud of it) his stall is FAMOUS! darn famous i tell u. the queue is ever so long and u hv to wait for 1hr plus juz for ur turn. nevertheless, his faithful customers hv nv minded n continue queuing juz to get a taste of his beef kuey tiao. the ppl behind were looking at my bro & i for jumping queue but HECK CARE. i was so tired and hungry by then, i didnt even bother to look at deir faces. heheh....man man queue hor :P

some photos i took wif christina and jian fu.
dear zh, in case ure curious, this is how christina looks like. she is my all time favourite cuzzie. muackz muackZz muackZzzZz

jian fu nv change, juz as cute as always =) loves my darling cuzzies
after dinner, we actually walked from east coast all the way to bedok interchange. ZZZZ...u guys hv any idea how tiring it was?!??! esp when u hv cycled so much in the afternoon. -.-" nvm exercise!! i muz exercise! im sure i hv burnt a lot of my fats todae. dead beat.

~another fulfilling day =) father's day tmr! cant wait to gv him the pressie! xD

+17th June

2006-06-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

went to bugis wif zh. i was very nervous. i always doubt his words and nv dared to trust guys too much as i was cheated once. i muz say he is a very sincere guy. so far, he kept his words all the time. i believe him, really. he tends to make sacrifices for me. staying up late for me, waited for me (these were the things i did the last time), travelled from one part of singapore to the other juz to see me, he has nv complained. (well...for this, i nv did able to control it =x) he is a sweet guy naturally, much much sweeter. i hv to be careful of my own actions and words as i dun wan to hurt him. sigh...so vulnerable. he is always dere when i need someone. yes it's him. if not for him, i wud be crying every nites. =) maybe he is too good to be true. he is cute btw. hehehe...i love his voice, always so kind and soft, even to his family. and frens? LOL xD

gosh...i was like a rich taitai todae. LOL whenever i walked pass sth wich i liked, i juz bought it wifout further consideration. however i didnt buy anyth much, juz some things wich i thought was necessary.

firstly, we went to OG insearch of my mummy's bdae pressie for the day. erm...we went to the toys corner n i juz happened to think of TAMAGOTCHI!! ARGH!! i asked the sales lady abt it, well...she brought me to a corner n I CUDNT BELIEVE MY EYES!! dere dey are!! SO MANY!! OMGOMG!!! i was so excited that i jumped like a lil girl seeing her favourite toy on the shelf. hehe...xD i muz buy it!! hmm...most of dem are white though, i dun like white, it gets dirty easily. no blue =( i chose the only packet of pink tamagotchi. GOSH!! i was VERY VERY EXCITED!! i cudnt wait to get home to get my hands on it!

nxt was father's day pressie, we bought a soccer ball -.-" not realli a soccer ball but a soft toy one, u know the one wif styrofoam in it. heheh...it was very cute n i thought it might be very nice for a father's day pressie as it was the WC season. zh arh, nxt time dun snatch to pay things for me plz, it's MY PRESENT to MY MUM. NOT UR MUM. LOL

mummy mummy mummy....hmm...hard...wad does she want? we were walking aimlessly ard the bugis junction, juz den, i saw a choco shop!! WOO!!! YESH!! chocolates!! why didnt i thought of it? hmm...the sales lady recommended me a few of the dark n bitter choco like 3? i said i buy all, she looked so shock! LOL! THE LOOK ON HER FACE! well... i didnt hv to think abt money problem, i juz bought it, it wasnt that ex aniwae, 10 odd dollars? okay wad, maybe cuz she was shock to see a lil girl buying 3 choco at one time, lil girls shud onli buy 1?? ure so wrong man! (i dun eat choco btw) that sales lady was very polite and kind, she was carrying her smiles evywhere, i wud hv nominated her for the best sales person award! she was very very kind n patient wich makes u want to buy her choco. she told us that buying 3 of dese choco wud get one free. WAH!! i was so surprised and liked her even more upon hearing it. :P

teeheheh....im done wif the gifts! xD i love buying pressies for ppl x)
going out wif zh is fun juz that it tends to get too sticky. luckily i didnt bump into gy n the rest of the ppl =X im quite a good dao(3) you(2) afterall. LOL...thanks to someone xD

wonder why u dun dare to tell me when ure hungry. hehe...it was cute of u to kip asking me if im hungry or not. ure hungry urself den say it xD nxt time i know liao, everytime u say no, it means the other way round. HAHA :P had great fun wif ya =) juz dun be so tiki :P heheh ^^ tsktsk

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! I LOVE YOU! xD

~hoping to go out again =)

+16th June

2006-06-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

went home wif anticipation for the big dinner tonite at clarke quay. gosh...it's gonna be so grand, i thought to myself. so fun wif all my cuzzies ard. well..think ard 30 odd ppl went, it was called a "Peony-Jade" restaurant. gawd...once i went up the stairs to the dining area, i saw caucasians everywhere. why? cuz dey are rich! we wudnt be dere if not for.....=X

i was impressed and awed by the beautiful night scenery in clarke quay! now i finally know why he wanted to bri me here the last time. well...nvm that. my eyes kept wandering abt, looking at the fountains, the rivers, the boats, the people, the blue lighting. OMGOMG!! it's very VERY ROMANTIC!!! an ideal place for a dates. xD

back to our dinner at the restaurant, i was famished!! gawd...onli ate chicken rice during lunch break this afternoon. though it sounds like a filling meal, but honestly, it doesnt make u full at all -.- it took abt 20min, b4 the food was served, i was very very hungry, almost cried when i saw my light of hope. YUM! FOOD!! xD it was a dish of fresh prawns wif cream and fruits. it was delicious. mmm...yumyum...x) ohyea, we had fou tiao qiang! the last time i had that was.....eh?? when i was in lower primary i guess...LOL...that was how long i hadnt tasted one. when i was young, i didnt eat the funny things inside, the meat no, the funny jelly thing(sea cucumber) no...i juz drank the soup n pass the rest to my parents. BUT NOW!! i actualli ate evyth! i guess i was realli hungry.

my 10 yr old cuzzie said that the soup was so-so onli. WALAO! do u hv any idea how EX THIS SO-SO SOUP URE SIPPING IS?!?!ARH!! i tried evyth, by the end of erm...5th dish? we alr cudnt take it. my auntie told us dere were 6 more dishes. ARHHH!!! i wan to scream arh. mummy doesnt eat mee, made me eat 2 bowls, im REALLI FULL BY THEN. =.= i still complained to zh of being hungry when 3rd dish was served, i told him that i can nv be full liddat if dey kip serving like this =X i guess i hv to take back my words now. LOL!! GREEDY ME! >.< nvm ="x

the delivery man came to delivered our plasma tv todae. he kept looking at our hamsters n seemed very interested so mummy asked him if he want a few. he said his kids are very interested den he called his wife to ask abt it (he has 2 kids n the eldest was 3yrs old mind u -.-") so we gave him 4 hammies, 2 female 2 male. yea i kinda she bu de but still im relieved that my hamsters can finally find a new home. wish u all welll my darlings! stay active always xD HOWEVER! it still doesnt make any difference!! my hammie juz gave birth to another 4 this morning!!! argh!! im still stuck wif 13!! -.-"

helped zsa zsa to take care one of her hamsters for the wkend. i had to carry the cage all the way home myself! gawd...it was heavy! my hands started to tremble when i placed it down once i reached home. how lousy of me.

+15th June

2006-06-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

my cuzzie was asking when my dad was going to buy a plasma tv. OKAY! my dad JUZ bought one on sunday! >.<>

sigh...went to TM the other day to find that tamagotchi is SOLD OUT!! argh!!! the last time i went dere, dere were so many on display!! wich dumb fellow bought dem all n nv left some for me!!! GRR!! SIGH...now FINALLY...i can get one, it is out of stock! sobsob ='( watever it takes me, i will find it!! nothing is gonna stop me now! hmmph...

0.o!! now we will hv many feasts le!! YEAH!! tmr we are going to eat at a restaurant...yum yum...going to another big one on thur! xD end of yr can go australia le!! YOOHOO!! im so excited!! hmm...i juz hope we get the tix.

had birdnest juz now. mummy said it was disgusting wif all the lil feathers in it..=.= VERY EX YOU KNOW!!! 1000plus dollars juz to buy 2 PACKETS!!! Zzzz...i ate it all up aniwae, dun waste ma =X sigh...1plus now...still not slping. >.<

holidays are ending! =( time is running out. sigh...this is probably the shortest hol to me. it seems to past so fast. theresa called up to ask if i wan go tuition wif her n winn. okay i agreed, since stupid mushroom head isnt doing any help to me, i shall help myself. my science grades are dropping.....i wan go sci classes de! >.<>

+ i wanna know more, learn more

~13th June

2006-06-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

Let's juz say im going to lead a comfortable life. im lucky ^^

did eng proj wif winn. gawd...we were fast! completed it wifin a few hours. leaflet? brochure? chey...easy peasy :P

went to a jap restaurant in bugis where my ling jie works. gosh..how busy she was! rushing ard, taking orders and clearing plates. hehehe...food was delicious. mmm....xD...so dere was this lucky draw, the top prize was "guo mei mei" cd, wif her signature on it. of cuz...ling jie helped us by cheating. as i was watching all these taking place, i find it funny and cute of her to take the lucky draw coupon out. heheh...=x shhh!

aniwae, i miss zh. zh went to bbq wif frens le...how cute zh was when fooling ard wif frens, i was giggling all the way. lol...regarding the 2 qns, hmm...i will answer u soon, i think. dun make me get used to all these plz. chong huai wo! >.< okay ="X">

dere are better days to come. =) looking forward to everyday. i dun want holidays to end...realli...work hard..good luck! jiayou! dun play so much le...-.-
loves december! going somewhere far...YESH!

i wish i cud tell you how i feel. sorry, i hv done wrong and made u angry. i cant turn back, no way. hope u understand. i need love from you, u will never know, never know how much it hurts me whenever u scold me. im trying hard to be ignorant, i listen, i realli do. i guesss u will not be able to see this but this is the onli way i can express it out. if onli one day, u see everything, u will know.

~to my dearest ones, i will return

+10th June

2006-06-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

ELDDS practice todae. Zarzar suddenly asked me if im a POSB supportor...-.-" i was puzzled at first den she finally showed me the reason why she think that way. u know why? cuz i was wearing a pair of earrings wich seemed like the trademark of the POSB bank. >.<

not so bad rite? im NOT OBSESSED wif POSB bank, neither am i a supportor. =Z so dun be mistaken if u see me wearing it the nxt time. >.<>

+6th June

2006-05-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

everyone has their own pace of "recovery" from the past relationships. i belong to the slow side, the lingering one. but sumhow or rather i juz got myself into another trouble -.- i cant say it's totally bad but at least it makes me forget abt it. ( i bet some of u guys know wad im referin to) that person makes me happy. funny i guess. =D and at least i dun go to my bed n cry till im tired n fell aslp.

my hopes never die. though i tried hard not to make any wishes, i still cant help believing in miracles. i had a guardian when i was in primary sch, i lost one 2 years ago. my guardian seems to appear before me now but im trying my very best not see it. gawd...when will this ever stop? they are playing with me and im trying to keep up wif dem. i have to make the right move, it's now or never.

i went out wif sheena on fri. gosh...dere are many things wich we missed. i miss her a lot. i didnt know that ppl hv changed so much until she told me. did i change? to the better or worse? i dunno. some of my frens are facing some problems in deir classes, im so glad i hv no such problems. cuz my class is always so kind n innocent??? LOL =X shhh!!! dere are exceptions of cuz. i dun wan to be separated =( though my studies hv improved, my lvl ranking is the same! know wad it means? everyone is improving at the same time too! i have lots of work to do, i mustn't be disheartened. HMMPH! JIAYOU!! guys, dun be sad le la =) my mum asked why im comparing myself wif the others. she told me to compete wif myself. as long as i hv beaten myself from the past results, it is an achievement alr.

i dun wan to be the superwoman. though i like that song very much. xD the lyrics are very meaningful.

~my hopes never change. silly me. nevertheless, i still believe in them

+28th May

2006-05-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

i tried to occupy myself with as many things as i can find to prevent my mind from wandering. at least i hv many little parts in the "Romeo & Juliet" i can tell u that monday was totally boring, we juz sat dere practically for the whole of 2hrs, wad's worse was theresa (eldds instructor) kept doing the opening. woah...spent so much time on opening. almost 3hrs! >.<

the set of McDonalds wich theresa bought was very VERY TEMPTING. cheryl n i were drooling, i kept taking lil peeks at it. in the end we decided to buy one after cca, however i gave up the idea n went straight home as i was tired. too exhausted. i realised that im very bad in walking these days. after walking for awhile, i will start complaining abt my legs getting tired. USELESS LEGS! argh =X muz train le! hmmph

very upset abt the sudden change of attitude. i was scared, suddenly felt so strange n distant. i knew deep down it wasn't on purpose, more like forced to.

WHY WHY WHY????
why is evyone telling me that the way i look at ppl is scary?? omigosh...haiz...is dere sth seriously wrong wif me? i must say it is my natural reaction. like u see ppl staring n smiling at u, of cuz u will smile back, raise ur brows and ask "what". LOL. isnt it supposed to be a NATURAL REACTION??? hmm...GET OVER IT. im NOT AS SCARY AS U THINK =Z

GREAT! performed on stage again! CME rawks man! lol...esp the playing part. gossiping n playing wif cheyenne (theresa's dog..not eldds instructor arh =.=) she loves to lick ppl, dere are times when she leaped n nearly licked my lips. gawd...i DUN WANT THAT. theresa still teach her a skill sia, "kiss" whereby u say kiss n cheyenne will put her nose on ur mouth. nice one sia! xD
what i didnt like was ms gan telling us at the VERY LAST MIN that we had to perform on stage on monday. luckily, me, serene, winn n gb went to tc hus to do IPW after sch on fri, or else how r we going to meet?? teckli called us, he said tr had given him all our numbers, that was like after sch lor, she told the guys to call us up. WHY CANT SHE FREAKING HELL TELL US DURING THE CME PERIOD ON THAT DAY OR STH?? after sch den say, abit sot arh...we had no time to think lor, evyone was panicking. so we had to sacrifice our sunday to do it =( it was fun though =D
psst! acted as soh kay si, the neighbour n tc as soh kay poh -.- LOL...had to tie our hair like auntie liddat. chunky said he nearly cudnt recognise me, too exaggerating la. audiences were laughing at our skit lor, i muz admit that we added humour on purpose. thanks to serene, poor meimei, did all the directing n script writing. =X *CLAP CLAP* =D now gb is known as maria, she juz cant get herself out of that role cuz i always bully her..argh =X she seems to like it a lot too...HAHA... RIGHT??? *winks ;)

+wish for the best for my friends & loved ones ^^

+24th May

2006-05-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

i cudnt sleep, my tummy started to hurt again. this is a different pain though. think i slept at 3plus last nite.

went to sch as usual and walked that same old long path down to the backgate of my sch, suddenly a hand juz waved in front of my face, it brought me out of my daze. realised that it was edwin. weird eh? he caught up wif me juz to talk to me...lol...im not used to talking to a senior, esp a guy. probably he was juz looking for someone to talk to, not used to being alone? maybe...

juz b4 assembly, grace said sth abt apron and i was going OMG!! i didnt bri!! at that exact moment, i was snapped out of my morning daze, i started to worry, flustered...thanks to ruishan, she accompanied me to call my mum. i feel so bad to wake her up in the morning n had to trouble daddy to come to sch again juz to pass the apron to me. ppl muz be wondering why i was running here and dere early in the morning...-.- i feel so happy and fortunate, i realli dun know wad to do if werent for dem. i love my daddy n mummy very much.

principal announced that tues is a off day todae xD aha! :P ENVIOUS RIGHT??? MOE is gving us this hol so as to make up for that election day on sat. xD man! i love mr chua! LOL

sheena told me that she was released at 4.30 ytd, so i changed my mind n decided to do proj at theresa's hus. gawd...when i got home,she told me she was released early! HAIZ...can u all stop gving me last min changes? i hate it, i hate rejecting ppl as well as being rejected. of cuz, i always try to make up for dem. yea...i will meet her up definitely. i wun be like some other ppl, who always make last min changes in plans without telling u and made u wait whole afternoon at home. im so sick of it, esp when dey dun even try to make it up for u. i had enuff of these. i hate sorries too. a sorry cant make up for the pain that has been inflicted, show some actions at least. aniwae, i want to tell nana that i wun disappoint her the nxt time.

+19th May

2006-05-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

got a sudden pain in my stomach ytd, i juz hope it's not going to be so bad. auntie Catherine once told me that operations arent always 100% proved successful. esp mine i guess, nearly died bcuz of that doctor who nearly caused my death when i was 3mths old. i always wonder how life wud be wifout me ard. probably it wud be peaceful without my quarrellings wif my brother of cuz. i wudnt hurt anyone n wudnt be hurt by people.

my job basically is to listen to people. listen to their moans n groans. it's human nature that people juz wan sumone whom can listen to dem but do dey realli know how the other feels? do they realli care? i guess u know the answer. it's selfishness.

thanks to milk who understood how i feel although i acted ignorant. sorry.

+13th May

2006-05-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM.

some silly things i did.

the reason why i dun eat chilli is probably bcuz of the incident which happened when i was young.
it was like this....i was onli 3? or 4? at that time i was staying at my granny's place. so my family, including uncles and grand'rents were sitting ard the dining table. i already had my dinner, (mummy always took hours to feed me =X) as i was very active at my age, i always walk ard in the hus. mummy turned ard suddenly n gave me a very long n red looking thing. i was curious of cuz, mummy asked me to take a bite. GAWD! WAS IT SPICY! i cried at the moment when the chilli touched my lil tongue. i hv learnt my lesson eversince n never to eat chilli again.

oh yea, i had many babysitters when i was young. mum n dad brought me everywhere. i was under the care of my nxt door neighbour at some time of my years. one fine evening, while i was waiting for my dinner, i was stood on the chair looking out the window, i was awed by the azure sky, i like the texture ( i know it's not the right word, but still...) n the mix of colours. i fought hard to get my small head out n stretched all i can to see the sky. after much struggling, i managed to stick my head out of the small squarish window frame. gosh! i had a sense of achievement at that moment! my babysitter (auntie) came n called out to me that it was dinner time. i tried to squeeze my head out n i realised i was stuck! argh! imagine my head, sticking out of the HDB flat! auntie was shocked, she tried to help me wif it n i cried like hell. my head was hurting me, my neck was red n sore all over when i finally got my lil head out. probably this is why i get a small head, 'rents kip telling me that my face n head are small. =.=

i cudnt rmb much abt the things i did when i was young but some were told by my mum. i used to run ard wif rubberbands (got dem from my grandpa as he always have a whole lot of dem for wrapping all the vege up in newspapers) n hung it everywhere in the hus. esp the knobs of the drawers n cupboards. i still rmbered granny used to do the chasing behind me, LOL! n telling me not to hang anymore, she had to take all the rubberbands n kip it away from me. hmph! >.<" my precious memories...=) (juz hope that my future kids arent like this =P)

+12th May

2006-05-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

had GY exam todae. mixed up consequences and effects, in the end i wrote evything down =.=
mushmush kip walking here and dere. can she stop disturbing us?! evytime she walked towards me, i wud stop writing and lost all my concentration. think she was trying to take a look at wad we were writing. why cudnt dey juz SIT DOWN N RELAX?
as usual, tried to squeeze her butt thru the small gap in btw me n RS seats. Zzz....last time was wif gb. erks!

had no mood to study after that. went out wif winnie. lol...her first time going out wif frens. MIRACLE rite? hmm...i feel happy for her. wanted to watch aquamarine but in the end chose when the stranger calls. NO STORY LINE. it was full of suspense, it wasnt the scary parts which scared me. it was the GIRLS WHO SCREAMED so suddenly scared me out of my wits. -.-" a very nice and big house dey had in the movie. all auto, the lights of all the rooms and hallways wud automatically light up when it senses ur presense. kinda scary huh? esp when ure alone at nite urself, strong winds blowing in the night, u hv glass panels instead of walls. it must have cost a bomb. i like the part whereby the main lead, Jill, found the maid's body under the pond in the hus, whiten face. and dey showed the koi fish swimming and flapping its tail in front of her face....LOL...i know it's kinda sick but that's the onli scary part. OH YA! another one was when her bestfren(tiffany) got killed n she was found by Jill in the bathroom. LOL! tiffany's hp was flashing in front of her face, and yes, she was dead. ARGH =X and duh! the girls beside me were screaming away. =.=

alll in all, it wasnt scary, at least not as scary as some other movies which i hv watched n resulted in many sleepless nights =X

+5th May

2006-04-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

todae is the presentation day. presented CME skit. we did last minute work! and it's all bcuz of teck li! we even skipped breakfast juz to help him get his reflection done and he wasnt even the least bit of grateful to us...ZzzZ...Chunky was very nice, he accompanied us in the library though he could have gone down for his breakfast.

hmmph...thought of rubbish to write on teckli's reflection, he was the one who WANTED to write this down, " i helped with the drawing of the props but the gp members thought that it was ugly....." LOL! how can he put that down?!?! gawd...teacher wud think that we were being very mean to him. so we told him that he cud extend his reflection by writing " i drew some of the props but the other group members thought that it was not very nice and suitable..." okay, this is much better. he didnt hv anyth to write so we helped him thought of ideas and helped to be naggy and added words from "having CCAs so we were very busy" to "having different CCAs on different days so we were all very busy" HAHA. this is FUN :P

what did he learn??
ahem! we kept disturbing him and asking him to write " i learnt to maple from my frens and got addicted to it. i made props but was rejected by my frens as dey thought it was ugly ( it was realli UGLY =Z ) so basically, i did nth except disturbing my frens and played maple all the time" HAHA...aniwae, we arent so bad, we helped him at last and were late for the lessons.

after sch...
fong got angry with us for being ON TIME. he said we have to be at the examination area 15 min b4 exams start. =.=" no one told us. haiz...no hall for us (no air con) sian...felt so hot doing the paper. i was perspiring! ppl were doing so fast and i cudnt catch up. sigh...fong realli has a thing abt ankle socks and untucked blouses. did he realli hv to check on us b4 the exam starts?? haiz...cant blame him. ppl reading this, i onli hv a piece of advice - get used to him. he juz doesnt understand our "fashion"

these words truly came out from a guy and i can't believe it. "...i think its important to the relationship too that girls should be nice to the guys, the guys should also work hard for the relationship. One thing i hate about teenagers in singapore nowdays is that i've realised that usually it's the girl who is always trying very hard to sustain the relationship..."
gosh....i love his words. sigh...if onli all guys think the same way.

my dear boy was so careless. got himself hurt b4 the last rugby match started. im glad the coach didn't allow him to play, it wud worsen his condition. (sprain in his ankle) but it was such a pity, it was the last game for him and he wud hv no cca after todae. =(
jia you!! ^^

+28th Apr

2006-04-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

she broke up wif him. again. i didnt know wad to do. izzit so easy for her to break up wif him? i asked when did that happen. she said juz now.

shocked.

no tears left behind?? she seemed cheerful. "i cried enough. i dun want to cry anymore" i admire her bravery and courage. she could still smile. i smiled back. we shared the same feelings.

yea, jerk. maybe it has always been like this for her. used to it? no, never.

+27th Apr

off day

2006-04-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

it is confirmed that our sch is chosen as a Nomination Centre. so it means...NO SCHOOL FOR US ON THUR! x) i bet lotsa ppl muz be envious, esp the ones reading this. HAHA =P

+24th Apr

crazy day

2006-04-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

okay, i got home from sch on friday to find my hamster gave birth again! gosh...now i hv erm...let me count....1, 2, 3.....13 hamsters!!! anyone wants dem?? im desperately searching for their "foster" parents. haiz...i love them. i wish to keep them all but i cant. do i realli hv to resort to my last and most cruel solution?? that is to let them run free in the park. im realli worried. they might juz get eaten up by cats or get stepped flat by ppl. ew. they are such a cutie, cant bear to let them go.

saw an advertisement on tamagotchi! gosh!! CUTE!! version 3!! they hv new games and there's this little antenna attached to it, it makes my heart melts. this little device is attractive, the price is even nicer- $29.90. erm...muz as well say it as $30 right? that's one bad thing abt prices, they always tell u the price wif a 0.90 behind, people who arent observant enuff will thought it's onli $29. wifout a 0.90. so aniwae, after all that i hv said, u get my intention? =P okay, hmmph..anyone buying for me?? =X nvm, dun waste money on it. i dun realli need it aniwae, it's just a want, i can do wifout it.

another wk has gone past. HCL exams are on thur n fri. dere's this election thingy going on on thur, so tr said dere may be changes in exams timings. hope they postpone the date. gosh...hate writing compo. teachers are so stingy in marks. why keep writing compo when u always get the same old marks?!

have to catch some sleep, eyes are closing.

~precious moments brought us back together

+23rd Apr Sunday

another day...

2006-04-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...stress is coming over me. had a real shock when i heard that i've top the class in Geography. didnt expect that. actually i practically memorised EVERYTHING. yea...chunky got 38.5 which wasnt a surprise as i hv expected that.

i've noticed that chunky has got a very good memory during CME meeting. gosh...he can memorised his lines fast. well...not that ppl cant do that but he realli has a GOOD MEMORY, at least better than most of the guys.

hving computer skills exam tmr. it's like wth! wad can be tested on that?! html? microsoft? photoshop? yea right, the sch realli knows how to waste our time. 1hour of that! gosh...cant imagine wad wud be tested.

why do ppl get crazy over things that dey will never get? why is the night so short? why is the day so long?

someone told me that ppl will onli dream if they arent realli mentally tired, is that true? then i must hv been sleeping on the bed for the sake of lying on it. dreams are tiring. it makes me feel lethargic in the mornings.

~life is too short to be wasted.

+19th Apr

The Part Of The Journey...

2006-04-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Seeing my cute cuzzies todae made me feel like being a mum. dey are terribly adorable! the way dey laugh and kiss u juz make my heart melts. gosh...there's onli one bad thing. they are heavy. -.-" especially when u carry dem for more dan 5min, ur arms start to ache.

had a nice dinner with my grand'rents, aunties and uncles. hving steamboat in a cold n rainy day like this was heart-warming. mummy kept asking me to eat more, she claimed that im too thin. plz lor, she shud see the girls my age, im much fatter dan dem. aniwae, im used to it, mummy nv fails to scold me during holidays. "Ure very thin!! EAT MORE!!! always skipping breakfast! no wonder ure so weak and thin!" =.= yeayea...haiz...adults juz dun understand.

my auntie has 3children. benjamin, ernest and lisa. lisa is the youngest among dem. she is less dan a year old. uncle told me that ernest kept talking abt me when dey were on deir way here for dnner. ohh, quite touched. haha....cant help myself hving this popularity among small kids. HAHA. okay, so i asked him, "how old are u?" he looked away. very diao. i repeated 3times! den i gave up, i asked ben for his age. 3. hmm...doesnt seem like 3 to me. ernest is like jay. as in JAY CHOW. small eyes, that very diao face and all. haha xD

aha! my favourite cuzzie, CARRIS!! cute like anything! she cudnt recognise me at first but think she got the impression that "hey! i hv seen her b4" den she started kissing me. (for ur info, she is younger dan lisa) her kiss is like lick. erm...actually, it's lick. LOL. weird that she loves to stick her tongue out. gosh...i want a sis like her!!

went home after dinner. the game on my hp is at lvl 62! kip dying at that stage and cant complete dem! it has 101 lvls. this is onli the 2nd day i've started playing it. hmm...good, im proud of myself. LOL. bhb. XD

i didnt know that NS is going to start in dec. got a great shock. an unpleasant one. he is busy. too busy to even think abt me, his schdule is so packed everyday. no time for me. it has been 3wks. im tired and sick. when is this going to end?

~eyes red from crying. concern looks from people

+15th Apr